Tfw No Gf

You'll get a GF.
It will be good for some time.
Then you'll realize how pathetic and how much of a loser you are.
You'll have trouble keeping her.
You'll start feeling even worse from the insecurity, jealousy and other aspects than you felt before you had a GF.
The constant fear of losing her will drive you insane.
Once you lose her you'll hate yourself even more and the pain will be ten times as big as it was before.

>>37838239
it's okay, I'm already playing the future breakup in my head because those moments feel warmer than complete emptiness.
Also it's not about finding just ANY girl, I'm actually not a loser but it's just I never felt a real connection with a girl past high school, you know I just get that fleeting attraction/infatuation that lasts for a couple of days max if you stop seeing her.
7 years have passed and still the only girl I think about is my high school ex, we dated for 2 weeks and never even kissed.

Eventually the pain subsides and becomes a callous part of your psyche. You begin to progressively get used to the crushing onset of loneliness. Cold realism washing over you and the final acceptance of reality become clear, as you one day look at the sky and think to yourself "I feel nothing, I will be alone forever and that makes me feel nothing". You feel like you did before you ever felt the longing for a girlfriend and your mind evolves into something....darker. Sinister of course, but in a good way. At peace. Free to live on and ready to move on to the next thing, even beyond death. Don't worry, eventually you won't even want to masturbate. You will have moped and cried enough. You will be tired with being sad and be so depressed that you become tired of being tired and depressed and the issue fades into obscurity in your mind. For the mean time just focus on video games and anime or jerking off. Enjoy yourself. You have been granted the freedom of rejection. The opposite sex has rejected you as a possible mate. Natural selection. Genetics. Etc. You are not wanted. You are one of the few who are free to wonder about this world, catering to your every whim. It would be a sin to reject the judgement of nature, for you would only be polluting the world with your inferior genetics were you to go out of your way and force yourself into a relationship out of your selfish craving for sex and affection. Do yourself a favor and enjoy other things. Buy yourself whores if you must. It will help, as the emotional build up and longing for affection subsides somewhat after ejaculating. This is of course only my own honest opinion and the way I see the world. Call me autistic if you want. But you can't let it eat at you away forever.

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>>37838364
I don't think I'm wired like that, I'm not even angry or grumpy at society or women in general.
I already hired an escort and lost my virginity and it just reinforced my view that love is what's important, sex felt nice but honestly resting my lap on the girl I loved while she played with my hair was enough to send me into euphoria for weeks or months remembering that.
The prostitute?
I forgot about it in like 2 days and just remember it for fap material, also she was way way way out of the league of any girl I liked in the past (not that many), she was a total 10/10 and still it didn't fucking matter.
I just want real love where we both compliment each other's lives and everything is better when we are together, I still believe I have a good chance of finding it but the wait is killing me.
For me it's the type of love that if I met her and she felt the same and she told me I had to go on a trip around the world and come back in 5 years I would do it.
It's sort of like the desmond and penny type relationship from Lost.

>>37838207
Anon please, if you set such a vapid goal then you're only setting yourself up for failure.

Think about this, if you had a gf, what would you do? Who is the person you would give to her?

You need to grow beyond your current mindset if you want a ghost of a chance of actually beinf happy.

>>37838207

Yo anon I'm 35 and sure I've had relationships.
I aint no chad. And I had pretty long term ones.
Well. 2 years. I guess thats long.
They have never loved me the way I loved them.
They use you.
They are worthless.

Throw the dream in the trash.
I'd honestly rather be sitting around drawing OC of my dream waifus and believing love is real than knowing full well it's not.

It's not real...

I know you won't listen to me though. I probably wouldn't of listened to me.
Somethings you just got to experience maybe.

But take it from me. It's not real.
Women are trash.

If you're gay be gay.
If not don't ever lower yourself for easy sex and companionship. It's gay.

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>>37838207
If you want to feel loved then hang out with your friends.

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>>37838457
I'm actually the best version of myself I can be right now, it's not that there is a girl that is rejecting me or me being afraid of rejection like in high school.
It's the fact that there is no ONE, I meet girls and talk to them and even flirt playfully and they reciprocate but it's all meaningless without real L O V E.
I want to share and talk about my real emotions and feelings but I can't do that with the girls interested in me since for some reason they think I'm "cool" and "mysterious" in college because I'm slightly older than them and I got my shit together and hit the gym hard and escaped skeleton mode and I can pretend to be normal and even feel it but like once a month something triggers me and I just want to curl up in my bed and sob and sob until my eyes are red.
The only way I can explain it's as if I was mourning for a girl I never met.
Like we were soulmates in another life (not that I belive in any of that) and I'm just reliving those memories and it hurts me not to be with her.

>>37838543
the thing you are seeking for is romantic love an invention by ((hollywood))

waking up into reality is hard

women these days are shit, not loyal, boring, always looking for something better

I know how you feel.

At this point I don't even want a girl who loves me, or is even attracted to me.
I know that's not realistic for a person like me.
I just want a girl who understands me.

>>37838207
Dude don't even bother. Relationships are literally cancer. The pain you feel from a breakup is unbearable. I've had two girlfriends before giving up. The first cheated on me, and the second used me for my money. Save yourself the trouble and agony. I wish I can go back.