Mental disorder thread

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>>37828361
Major Depressive w/ psychotic symptoms

Being depressed just feels awful in general but being psychotic is extremely scary and very dangerous.

Made a suicide pact with someone on the internet, became very obsessive over the same person, thought people were putting thoughts into my head, hallucinations, believed that this same person wanted me to murder their friend, only reason i didn't kill them was because they lived way too far away, also paranoia and thinking every song had a secret meaning about my life and stuff like that.

Prescribed Abilify but not taking anything right now.

psychotic disorder - paranoid schizophrenic.
fuck this life.
came off my meds after 4 years of taking them in february of last year. now im nothing more than an alcoholic druggie suicidal man, who somehow hides it all at work every day.

>>37828361
OP here

I have ADHD and stopped taking my meds earlier this year and my life is genuinely getting better every month. I have taken concerta my whole life, was at 100g per day when I stopped.
I realize now how I was constantly cynical when I was on them, I am so much happier now.

I'm very awkward but that is probably not because of my ADHD. But that is also getting better since I stopped taking my meds.

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borderline disorder with symptoms of manic bipolar, major depressive, mild but creeping up psychosis

make it all stop it gets worse and more complicated with every year

tfw bipolar mother and schizoid dad

>>37828361
That massive vertical ice makes me very, very uncomfortable.

>>37829059
It would be irl, but in this pic I just think it's mighty

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Schizoaffective here. Taking my meds to stay stable.

>>37828361
I keep seeing things that aren't there. Like bugs or a silhouette of someone. Yesterday I walk to the gas station and I thought I saw 2 cars (one black one teal) in a driveway. I got closer and the other car wasn't there. What's going on with me?