Of all boards on this fucking site, R9k is where I find myself thinking about the most. Is this your main board or are you in denial too?
I hate this shit board but I can't leave!
>>37828196
my problem with this board is that its rendered most of my previous social aspirations obsolete. its more stimulating to come here and control the kind of interactions i want
yes, op.
I don't know what else to do.
this place feeds into my demons and gives me more.
where else would I be able to talk about how I want to kill myself non stop
every time I think back on some abnormally pathetic aspect of me, it reinforces the same feeling
there arent many other boards worth a shit
it feels better knowing that im not the only one who's a peice of shit, worth nothing. This is the only place were i can tell anything and "be yourself, bro". I think most of us agree.
>>37828196
I leave for like a year but always find myself coming back
if your kid goes on this board you have objectively failed as a parent