>wanted to be a writter
>writte an existencialist novel wich I believe it's going to be revolutionary do my nihilistic way of thinking
>read about Hegel
>realise im dumb and my ideas are edgy and old
>if I publish my book i will probably become a living joke to intellectuals
>I will never be a philosopher not even a poor one
>all my life I believed I was smart and special
>any Hegel reader is smarter than me
Are you actually that bad at spelling or is it just bait?
>>37827090
You spelt Due as Do.
Also writers don't write one book. They write thousends. Ones the public never see. Every book they write, every book they read will enhance the next one they produce.
You have way too much ego to be considered nihalistic.
>>37827090
>wanted to make soungs
>plan on piano a shitty melody i wrote
>be happy about it and listen to some music
>realize i can t make a song 1000x worst than any song i listen to
>What i wrote is litteraly baby-tier
>i will never be a good musician
;_;
Maybe you guys should learn to find joy and satisfaction in the process of learning.
I never had any dreams
Maybe I just wasn't pushed enough as a child
Maybe you could consider having no gf a broken dream, but there's still hope, r...right?
>wanted to make a video
>funny video with a serious message behind it
>thinking about how to keep the audience engaged
>spend my entire Sunday creating the video
>I love it
>I watch it 10 times and it's great. Few edits required but only small work.
>Never upload or watch the video again.
Felt really great to pull something out of my mind and see it in reality.
I'll never upload it though. I made a promise I would dedicate myself to a specific purpose (which involved creating many videos) but only if specific events occur.
>>37827090
>went to school for international relations.
>was going to be a navy officer after school
>got mediacally disqualified
>graduate
>couldn't find a job in my field
>couldn't find any entry level job
>mental breakdown
>work min wage warehouse job now
I feel like a complete failure. I always thought my life would get better as I got older. Now I'm a lonely broken poor loser. The noose is looking better and better each day.
>>37827090
Publish it. Always publish. It may be shorty, but it will be worth it if even just one person finds it worth reading.
>>37827271
Please explain?
origami
>>37827163
>thousends
Also, they don't write thousands. There literally isn't enough time in the average person's life to write thousands of books (at least assuming each book as substance).
They might "plan" thousands, or rework an idea a few dozen times over, but they don't write thousands of novels. Idiot.
>>37827362
>They might "plan" thousands, or rework an idea a few dozen times over, but they don't write thousands of novels
that's exactly what I mean. Baka.
>>37827090
writers and thinkers change over time. nihilism, to idealism is a common theme among authors famously huysman. you will be fine start by writing an essay about how hegel changed the way you think
>>37827090
You need to actually read the authors that came before you if you want to do actual philosophy. Pretty much everyone is continuing what the greeks started.
If you are just writing a novel with existentialist themes it should be ok though, I'm sure some people will relate to your edgy shit, and it's really more important for it to be well written, just don't expect to impress anyone with your ideas because it has been done to death.
T. Guy who wants to be a philosopher
>>37827161
>>37827163
english is not my mother thonge
and im a phoneposter so my dictionary probably changed some words and im too lazy to double check
>>37827649
>mother thonge
>>37827649
>phone poster
>mother thonge
jesus christ bro
>>37827774
>he has never worn his mother's thong
My dreams have always been crazy as shit, despite of that I have never given up. I will conquer the solar system