Who here /trying to improve/?
Got kinda bored of being a NEET failure all my life. I don't like the decisions I took or the things I did and didn't do. Already at age 24, jsut barely finished HS and then did nothing afterwards and I don't feel i've lived my life at all. Trying to draw more, learning how to program, trying to atleast go out a couple times / week. Want to try and work something with it if possible. If it wont be, i'll want to find a new area to focus on. If i'll have to spend another year of being a NEET without a plan, i'm going to lose it.
Any advice on how to keep a schedule and just work on something? Right now it's either 18 hours of work for a week or two and then a couple weeks of nothing.
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Every time I've tried climbing out of the hole of NEETdom, the monotony of doing the same shit every day ends up demotivating me until I'm back to spending my entire day on /r9k/. This aversion towards self-improvement is debilitating desu
Isn't it funny how fast time goes by when you're 18+ and launched into the real world except you fail to launch and end up a fully grown adult male living like a teenager in his parents house, meanwhile millions of others your age have already established their own careers, families, homes etc.
Makes you feel like shit doesn't it? What's worse is that time is ticking, you're only going to get older and uglier, it will just to get harder and harder to ever achieve anything the longer you stay in the rut.
Hahahhahahahahahahahahah life's is bitch for everyone, difference is your life is a bitch from the start, instead of the end. It doesn't get better, it only gets worse.