Ohayou, I will try but I have to go to work today
>>37817490
>Make sure you do your best today!
No, life has no point.
>>37817490
Doing my best? In which kind of thing :3
>>37817490
>Make sure you do your best today!- 2 posts shown.
Why?
There's no point.
Nothing I can do is going to fix the lack of meaning in life.
>>37817490
I will do my best to tie this noose. Thank you for the encouragement.
hello / oregani
>>37817490
>Make sure you do your best today!
I'm so fucking exhausted by a terrible sleep schedule... I put an alarm clock to contain it, but result is the schedule is bad *and* I'm exhausted.
Pointless to intellectualize, but I think I'm addicted to sleep deprivation. I guess I feel as a jobless I must suffer.
When I "do my best" and manage to go to sleep earlier, the nightmares come back. (last time, alpha chad (a guy I know and prevents me from touching any girl because they all fall for him) asks me to prove I'm really the "good" person I claim to be. "Name 3 things you love". I name a great book and other stuff. "This is not what a normal person would answer. For me the list is : Sylvie, my gf, and mummy".
Then I wake up after kicking (hard) the blankets down the bed, in a sweat.
>>37817513
The only point life has is the one you give it, desu. Life is meaningless otherwise. It's a normie sentiment but normies translate this to "I guess I should work hard for mr shekelstein" as opposed to other things
>>37817535
>roach posters
>>37817539
what do you like to do, anon? Do you have any hobbies?
>>37817553
If you're getting off the train then good luck anon may you find peace in te afterlife
>>37817677
Just curious, what do you do all day? Are you somewhat active? Or do you stay inside a large portion of the day?
Personally, I find my sleep schedule gets fucked if I don't spend some time outside
>>37818432
>what do you like to do, anon? Do you have any hobbies?
I can't remember the last time I enjoyed anything.
My hobbies all started to feel like a chore, so I stopped doing them.
>>37818432
>Or do you stay inside a large portion of the day?
yes, where could I go?
When I try to go somewhere, like the free library or the free swimming pool, I end up with mostly homeless men. Everything is expansive here.
I shitpost then in the evening I go out to buy food. Trying to learn coding.