Why do you hate yourself thread. I'll start. >Be 22

>>37815847
Btw I'm a dude. That's a pretty important detail.

Are thou perhaps what they call a homosexual?

>>37815879
Bi

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Just do drugs and kys
Problem solved

>>37815917
If I was looking for a short term solution then yes.

>>37815879
I'd prefer a gf though, but men are sooo much easier to score. I've been to a gay bar two times, and both times I scored.

>>37815847
I would try to finish high school if possible. In the stories I've heard of people in situations like yours, finishing school always helped them as a sort of starting point.

Guys, how do you know if you were diddled as a kid?
How do you know you didn't suppress that kind of experience?

>>37816535

Diddled anon ?

>>37815847

Half retarded

Ugly

Mentally ill

Utterly devoid of Talent or skills

No qualities, no Future

I think i'll kill myself sooner or later

>>37816568
i dunno
How can i know?

Way too submissive for one,
If I say something and someone disagrees I almost always end up agreeing with them anyway
I feel like I have nothing original

>>37816596

Specify diddled so You mean molested

Idk depends on The age and how severe You were diddly dood

>>37816648
yeh, molested.

I'm just thinking, how can anyone know for sure that they weren't?

I let other people destroy me. I should have tried more but I sought an escape.

>>37816116
Will do, but I have a tendency of sperging out from anxiety of saying stupid shit..

>>37816764

Well there is a guide line of signs

Bed wetting being the most prominent

Followed by fideling and early often inapropriate sexual behaviour.

Extensive and frequent mastrubating at an early age etc....

>>37817279
I actually did use to piss the bed when i was a kid, think i stopped when i was 11 or 12

Not sure if i had any "inappropriate sexual behavior" though

I think first time i masturbated i was 12 or something, and i didn't actually understand what i was doing

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I hate myself for regretting and then I come to terms with myself for remembering

I feel it is the thought that counts, and in a world of where shadow overruns, maybe hope is all we need to look forward - that or at least having a an attitude that makes you content with yourself without the input/expense of others

>>37817619

That's honestly a late age and could be a sign of multiple issues.

I had nightmares and a couple of bed wet incidents.

So i might've been abused.

I had a doctor who checked my foreskin for tightness when i was a kid, not Sure if that counts. Regardless he was
Quit pedo like

>20 year old manchild
>fat
>lazy
>have a job, but have constant imposter syndrome
>get drunk by myself almost every friday/saturday
>feel like I drink too much
>get overly attached to any girl who gives me the smallest bit of attention