Sometimes I still wake up and pretend she's in bed next

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>>37813166
>It's been over two years
Eight here.
>get lost for days in memories of times we shared
>it's been so long and I've replayed those memories so much, I can't even be sure if any of the details (past the general location/scenery) are still accurate
>hardly any photos, neither of us were big photographers and her family wasn't either
>every day, romanticize the memory a little more, so that she's just a little better every day
>regular, real-life women seem boring and pointless now, in comparison to my idealized memory
I celebrate her birthday, most years. I drive out somewhere remote, in the wilderness, that she'd like, and sit there watching the sun set and thinking about what we'd do together there.

>>37813307
I hppe she's dead otherwise that's weird.

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>>37813333
>otherwise that's weird
That's far from the weirdest shit that people talk about doing on this shitty board but she is, you're right.
>tfw so autistic I laughed off her talking about us getting married because I thought it was a joke that someone would actually want to marry me

>>37813423

That's terrible. You've immortalized her as the peak form of happiness, only to continually remind yourself that it's unattainable. That can't be good for your mental health.

>>37813423
So, what happened to her?

this is most definitely original oh yes

>>37813865
You're absolutely right my redpilled friend. For many years it led me to abandon my friends and plan a suicide that i never had the balls to carry through. I'm better now, mostly. Very seldom suicidal, and can find joy in life as well as the desire/drive to live.

>>37814170
Hit by a car, absolutely nothing unusual. Most common form of unnatural death, I think.

>>37814203

Im really sorry for your loss. Im a young lonely guy who have never had someone special so i have an idealized token in my head, i can't imagine the pain of physically having someone i care deeply for (that are not my parents) and lose them.