Hey anon why arnt you dead yet, what is keeping you alive

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>>37810299
Well little frog, my mother had a daughter about two years ago when I was 17 and I'd just feel like shit if she only ever knew me as her dead older brother who she never met.

>>37810299
vidya games as always.

>>37810299
Instinct and misplaced pride mostly.

>>37810299
The alcohol abuse and cigarettes haven't kicked in yet.

Fear of death and the hope that it might turn around one day. I'm still quite young at 22.

>>37810299
Antidepressants and estrogen
I can't tell which is more effective

>>37810299
Too scared to end it all. The idea of there being nothing at all after death is terrifying.

I have a date set for a few months from now though. If things aren't slightly better, I'm going to walk off a bridge.

food & water

>>37810611
I saw a really cool graph the other day showing how hope and happiness die off exponentially until you reach retirement age.

Soda and tasty food

>>37810299
why Indeed.
I guess because I hate the world so much the only act of defiance i can muster is not killing myself. I feel that giving up would just prove my own worthlessness and if anyone is going to end my life they'll have to kill me themselves

>>37810299

Super Mario Odyssey. My life sucks, but fuck I wanna play it so bad.

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>>37810299
Wanting to see what they are going to do with all this datamining.

And how easily nodes like this will create a timeline.

Haven't completed my checklist.
Still need a sextoy, to watch anime, still live in my parents house at 30, and register for online dating.