>tfw super-intelligent crush goes to a good university abroad
>tfw depression has stormed down on you and you stay in your shitty city
>tfw you know she'll find a physically and morally better guy to fulfill her there
>tfw you stalk her university's website to know current courses and events
>tfw you even try Google View and look up nearby pubs to know where she might go
>tfw you realise you're alone and silent
>tfw you reflect on your pathetic existence
>tfw it could have been different
>tfw you could have been another way