On 16.5.2017 I told my dad about my suicidal tendencies, next

>>37801191
Do you have a discord anon? Orenakkv

>>37801209
I can not speak right now, just thinking through things

>>37801191

>Now I can not tell my parents anymore, I did it once, but can not do it anymore guys it is over for me

I know that feel, bro. Told mine too, they insisted we go to one. It didn't help, because I don't really have any problems, I just don't want to live.
Now I used up my "bonus" that I had and telling them won't help, because they know I probably lack the courage to kill myself.

>>37801677
>Now I used up my "bonus" that I had and telling them won't help
ahh fuck shit like this is why I come here

>>37801677
Today you lack it, but tomorrow...

>>37801731

why? elaborate

>>37801191

Can you take an appointment to the same shrink, or a new shrink if you prefer to avoid the first one?

>>37801677
>I don't really have any problems, I just don't want to live.

Not playing semantics, but that's a problem in itself. Do you tend to get good mood and bad mood every years at particular times, like it's seasonal, or is it new?

>>37802354

>Do you tend to get good mood and bad mood every years at particular times, like it's seasonal, or is it new?
No, it's constant, but with very short term variation.
When I say short term, I mean split seconds. I feel 99% like I want to die, then I somehow rationalize that I can force myself to do something and I feel acceptable, but 0,1 seconds later I'm back where I started.
It's just that I cannot cope with life. I have everything that I would need, but I feel like I missed out on it and I don't like myself. I don't have any desires or things I want to do.

>>37801191
what psychiatrist is open on saturday?
fake and gay

>>37803270
17.5.2017 was Wednesday and 24.5.2017 was also Wednesday, do you know how calendars work??