>tfw can't sleep thinking about her i want off this ride

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I'm exactly in the same situation, mah dood.

>>37778022
tell me about her man.

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>>37777556
>tfw I've thought about her every single day since we met almost a year ago
>fall asleep and wake up thinking of her
>In a month I'll probably never see her again
>I'll probably think of her for years
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9K7rmxjk5RQ

>>37778088
I'm so madly in love with her. She can't stand me anymore because I'm experiencing a major depressive episode and am therefore extremely jaded and negative. I miss her every second of every day. I feel physically sick. I feel pain in my thorax, I have headaches, cold sweat, chills and I get the shakes. I also regularly sob alone in my bed while pleading her to not abandon me like a kid pleading his mama to come back.

I would do anything for this woman. I'd sacrifice my life to save her small toe.

She was my oneitis, never was in a relationship with her.

>>37778163
i was literally just listening to that anon. small world huh? here's another one helping me with the feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-O6x2nF768

>>37778271
thats me right now. i wake up and shes my first thought of the day, im sorta avoiding going to sleep because waking up sucks. its the only time i can be at peace till i wake up and experience it all over again.

the feels are strong man. my chest hurts i feel like my heart is actually breaking, and i cant eat.

i know what its like. take it easy anon. hope you can feel better soon.

>>37778404
Thanks, Anon. I just wish she understands that I'm doing my best. It kills me that my best efforts are systematically dismissed as not good enough. Especially by someone whom I deeply cared for and thought she understood me.

I guess I'm meant to live this miserable life all alone, abandoned by people I care for, because none of them actually give a fuck about me. Apparently, I'm not worthy of love and compassion. Only scorn and contempt.

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>>37777556
If she just got a bf I bet I could move on and forget about her.

>>37778277
It's even worse when you know for a fact she's doing everything you've fantasized and dreamed about with someone else. It's my own fault really, for being the retarded beta cuck that I am and falling for someone who was taken but now it's too late.

>>37778404
>>37778271

How long were you two with your oneitises (if you guys were together)? What happened?

>>37778699
this is exactly how i feel. there really is no point in trying anymore, some of us are merely unlovable no matter how hard we try.

im still learning how to accept this. godspeed, anon.

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>>37778881
I'm head over heels for a girl that's taken right now. She use to be my friends gf, but shit happened. Shortly after she found someone else. This all happened last summer when I wasn't able to get in contact with them. I could post the whole story if anybody wants, I just don't want to be venting about the same thing on /r9k/ all day, everyday. I just vented this morning to someone else. I didn't really like what they had to say about my situation.

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>go to sleep thinking about ex gf
>dream about ex gf
>wake up thinking about ex gf

>>37777556
it doesnt stop man. Drugs help me sleep

>>37779105
Do it anon, i wanna hear,,

>>37779105
That's what this thread is for. Go ahead anon, let it out. It's good for you.

>>37777556
Anybody else get overly nauseous because of their scenario and the only way you can eat is by drinking liquor and smoking weed? I honestly can't keep anything down otherwise. I hate it too because I want to eat without all this other shit.

>>37779136
You too anon. Tell us what happened with your ex gf.

>>37779208
>>37779221
Alright, this is exactly what I posted earlier last night since I still have the thread open(it's dead now of course)...

>Friend and his gf break up
>She has already met another guy through her hobby
>Immediately starts dating him, they have a long distance relationship(about 3 - 5 hours away)
>She still works at the same place I do
>We start talking/joking around
>Find out her birthday, cave in and give her a drawing that was meant to stay a fantasy
>Basically a cutesy/lewd animal drawing that also says how I want her to be mine
>She loves it
>We start hanging out a lot and she loves teasing me with how she dresses and getting close because she knows I'm a virgin and can get me excited/nervous easily
>Eventually it gets a little more heated and I start feeling her up
>Nothing really happens besides groping, cuddling, and a little bit of dry humping
>She tells me all the time she loves her boyfriend but would give me the fuck of my life if she were single
>Recently her boyfriend didn't get the job he wanted in another state so now he's moving in with her in the next few weeks
>She's happy because she'll be able to find another job since he can drive her to other places(she has bad anxiety with driving)
>She's also sad because she doesn't want to commit to a relationship, especially this one because there are little things here and there that make her really depressed

The last time I was trying my hand at a relationship, I developed anxiety that made me incredibly nauseous and paranoid all the time. I spent my first two years out of high school with crippling depression that I can't understand. I'm heading in this direction again. Best way I can describe how I feel right now is like I'm getting stabbed constantly in the heart...

>>37779289
cont

Not that it matters, but everything about her and I isn't just a sexual attraction. We both have similar ideals about life and death(her boyfriend is religious, which she isn't). She loves all this weird kinky stuff, that she has to hide from her boyfriend. She opened up to me about her trauma that happened in her past and about the issues she's going through now, she hasn't told the bf. Wants to get spider web bust tattoo, bf has arachnophobia and wouldn't be able to fuck if she got it.

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>>37778163
Don't worry bro. After years of similar experiences, I've calculated it only takes 2 years to fully forget her.

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>tfw finally starting to move on
>tfw understand now that it wasn't her that I long for but the familiarity, the companionship, and the validation
It's been seven years, but I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

>>37779289
Fuck, I posted it this morning. I need help.

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>>37779310
>Wants to get spider web bust tattoo, bf has arachnophobia and wouldn't be able to fuck if she got it.
Oh my

>>37779361
I've had one oneitis/crush before her, and even though I got over her years ago I still think about her occasionally now. My current oneitis is a lot nicer and sweeter to me than the first one ever was and given my tendency towards obsessive thinking in general I don't think I'll ever really forget her.

>>37779289
That's honestly pretty rough, I don't think I could stand being that close to my oneitis but still being unable to have her. I'm still wondering if I ever could've had a chance with her and sometimes I consider asking her before I leave to get some closure. But in all likelihood I won't and I'll just let those thoughts linger for years

>>37779361
>2 years
Christ. You're just giving me even more reasons to kill myself.

>>37779361
I've already made it one year. You're probably right, I will forget about her in a year, when I finally kill myself.

>>37779499
She forgets all about her bf while she's with me because of distance of course. Lots of people think she's using me, but she genuinely never asks for anything and even tries to pay sometimes. I don't let her and spoil her a lot because of it too.

Regardless of my situation, if there's one thing I've learned from my early years, is that the regret of not knowing how someone might have felt or letting them know how you feel can be really bad. If she's a good person, she'll be honest and easy on you. If she's not, there's always liquor and us you can come back to.

>>37779487
Is that a good oh my? or bad?

If the former, you have excellent tastes anon.

>>37778954
Three years. She's my bestfriend. I confessed my feelings to her, but she only sees me as a brother. It was a rather harsh rejection. I don't want these feels. My life feels like it's falling apart.

>>37779361
Or if you find a new girl.

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>go on date with girl
>doesn't lead anywhere, no second date
>not even sure if I liked her
>can't get her out of my head
>"what if" scenarios run in my brain constantly
Its been two months now.

>>37780117
sounds like you do like her desu

>>37780117
ask her if she's still single anon

>>37780310
This. Go for it dude

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>>37780310
>>37780629
Nah. Not gonna go for it.

>>37780207
I only seem to like her because of how nice she was to me and because I'm sexually attracted to her. We didn't seem to have that much in common. Its probably just my lack of experience with girls that makes me obsess over anyone who gives me any sort of attention.