Anon? What the reason you don't want to kill yourself, again?
I'm still at the point where I don't want to make my family sad.
Currently I have to outlive
>grandparents
and distance myself from
>parents
>6, 5, and 1 year old little sister
I can't imagine trying to make them understand why I'm dead, why I won't be coming back. I think they would miss me.
Little things like that always get to me, like how a dog doesn't know it's owner got shanked over in Iraq and will never play fetch with them again.