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I got into my first relationship at the age of 27. It's a long distance one. We've spent 2 months in total together and they were the best months of my life.
I have a problem now. I get despair from all the things I have to do in life. I don't care about it and don't want to live. But I am doing it for her. I am lying, not just for her. For myself too, because I cannot force myself to die in my sleep. I can't cope with everything and I don't know what to do.
I understand that I was worse off before the relationship, but at least I was content and close to gathering the courage to kill myself. I just want to lie down in my bed and don't get up or do anything ever again.

>>37757183
>How long have you been dating for?
We've been together for 9 months
>How did you meet?
On okcupid. It was really crazy when I found out we had the same group of friends, worked at the same place and were both in the drama club in high school
>Can you see yourself marrying this person?
Most definitely. She was the first one to bring it up.
>What are some things they will do for you to make you feel loved?
The small things. Like receiving texts that say I love you throughout the day.
>What do you do for them to make them feel loved?
I usually take her to places randomly. Sometimes I'll make her things like a photo book.
>Do you ever find them annoying? How so?
All the time. She is pretty laid back but I'm more outgoing.
>If you had to rate your partner on a scale of 1-10, where would you put them?
Personally she's a 10 for me but maybe a 7 for others.
>If you could change anything about them, what would you change?
Higher sex drive
>Whats your favorite thing to do with them?
Hiking or laying in bed watching tv shows and movies.
>Are you in love? If so, how do you know?
Its hard to explain it. It might sound cheesy but when I'm with her the perfect song always seems to be playing.

>>37757337
Long distance relationships don't really count. Only exception is if you started out as a real one first and moved out. Have you ever kissed her? Held her? Hung out with her?

>>37757575

Yes, I did all of that during those 2 months.
Maybe I'm just using the distance as an excuse, I don't know how I could cope with this even if we lived next to each other. No one wants to spend time with bummers like myself. This relationship has been the easiest and hardest thing I've ever experienced in life. I don't know if relationships are meant to be like this.

>How long have you been dating for?
1 year and a month
>How did you meet?
I was a distant friend of his then girlfriend and she suggested i play some dnd with their friends, him and i became really good friends. Eventually they broke up for unrelated reasons, and some time later he asked me out.
>Can you see yourself marrying this person?
I definitely can, but considering that we're pretty young and the fact that it's my first relationship the idea doesn't feel very "real" right now
>What are some things they will do for you to make you feel loved?
Being physically affectionate, like randomly coming up to hug me and stroke me. Telling me what he loves about me, that I'm attractive etc. and just being really supportative
>What do you do for them to make them feel loved?
I try to do the same, opposed to him I'm more one for touching than for words, but i always try to reciprocate as best as i can, when he launches into a precice explaination of why he loves me.
>Do you ever find them annoying? How so?
Rarely, we're both pretty into stupid antics and shitty jokes, and while most of the time i love it and will happily join in, sometimes it can be a bit annoying.
>If you had to rate your partner on a scale of 1-10, where would you put them?
I'm kinda having a hard time rating male attractiveness, aditionally I'm biased af so to me he's the cutest most attractive chad on the planet ie 10/10, for others maybe 7? depends on what your into
>If you could change anything about them, what would you change?
A slightly higher sex drive maybe
>Whats your favorite thing to do with them?
Just lying in bed together talking and cuddling, preferably naked
>Are you in love? If so, how do you know?
I think so, I feel like he's just kinda perfect for me, I've never even met someone whith whom i can just talk this easely, I'm just happy when I'm around him.