Hi /r9k/
I fucking want to die and I don't have the balls to do it. I fucking hate everthing about life expect for anime and vidya, then again, I only like these because they aren't real. Nothing stimulates me in a positive way anymore, I'm always stressed out (doctor told me that I had strong anxiety disorder and clinical depression). I live on day at the time, and the stress of uni is gigantic, I'm pretty smart, but I often lost myself in my own mind. I can't keep going like this forever and I know it. plz help me
>pic kinda related, I often act like her (she's mine btw don't steal plz)
plz someone reply to me, I don't want to be alone again
plz someone talk to me
>>37742684
Pls be my BF instead
>>37743066
Are you a girl or a cute trap anon ?
>>37742684
read a book you swine
>>37743114
I'm always reading actually, mainly philosophy Arisotle and Nietzsche
>>37743143
do you drink coffee? if so how much
good taste in waifu btw
>>37743193
Not a lot, but sometime when I'm late to school or playing MMOs very late in the morning. Thanks anon, do you drink a lot of coffee ?
>>37743242
I do actually, was asking because it can make anxiety alot worse.
What games you play?
>>37743281
I used to play Wow a little bit back in the days, but know I'm really into Black Desert Online. It's far from perfection,, but I really like the color palette of the game.
Don't die anon. I know effort is hard, and having no gf is hard too, but if you have the autorobot syndrome(Aspergers), sign up for an aspie dating site and meet some fembots. There's hope, I promise.
>>37743322
I used to play WoW nonstop when i was younger, played arena all day ever day. Haven't been able to enjoy an mmo since then but actualy started playing black desert a bit recently. Haven't been playing much of anything at all though
>>37743343
Thanks anon, I'll try to keep up. Now I'm crying like a little bitch. I really appreciate the kind words, I mean it.
>>37743356
Thanks for taking the time to chat with me anon, I feel much better now. Guess I have to wait until I commit Sudoku in a kindergarden ;)
>>37743393
It's okay. I was in a similar place as you. I was a NEET and had no friends and all of that. I escaped the NEETdom and you can too. I also have Anxiety disorder and more likely than not depression, but I am no longer on the verge of offing myself. Buy some normie games like Call of Duty and get an an Xbox. It sounds odd, but it really does help. You get more free time and maybe you could attend a trade school or something, assuming you're a NEET.
Is hybristophilia a fembot thing?
>>37742684
There's still the possibility of life getting better, so please don't take away those possibilities. I don't know you, so my words probably don't mean anything to you, but please don't kill yourself, I honestly think you can be happy someday, and it can happen really soon.
>>37743602
>>37743511
Thanks a lot guys, I am not a NEET yet, and I'll try to get a ``normal`` life as much as I can
>>37743575
Wrong thread anon, but I would say yes :)
>>37742684
what are your interests m8? discord?
>>37742684
Do you have a discord? If you're willing to post it I'll add you and we can chat, anon.