>Whats then point with life anyway? I only do things that

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>>37735269
More on this matter. Boosh.

My only fucking hope in this world is that dying dreams are real and I can spend what seems like eternity in fantasy whatever land to make up for this shit existence.

>>37736271
I understand "dreams" as the one you get while your sleep.. I love those dreams. Sometimes i write down mine, find them interesting.
But i've never really dreamt about anything.. my life motivation have always been, "what ever happened, happens." Not for a reason or anything, its just how it is. I lost a good friend since I didn't care enough, it just happened.

>>37736247
This is exactly how i feel deep down.. even if there are somethings i do enjoy with life, like walking alone the the forest.

>>37736565
my motivation has always been "well hey at least I'll always have my escapism"
So far it's been holding true.

>>37736595
I'm starting to get bored of my escapism.. i've started to become bored of sitting infront of a computer.. problem is i don't know what to do. I don't see any point with it anymore. Before I had motivation to see any much chinese cartoon, or grinding levels in runescape etc. Now it all feels pointless, more or less..

>>37736796
Everything feels pointless.

>>37736796
I just do lots of drugs. That kinda helps a bit. It'll get boring eventually though. Then I might actually kill myself.

>>37736904
I "graduated" university with left overs for about 2 weeks ago..

During those years I meet a guy who introduced me to drugs.. Smoked hash basically everyday for a 2 years period. Made me happy at first after awhile I kind of needed it too survive. Still, drugs, yes makes me happy. Sniff amphetamine for the first time a few weeks ago. Still have 2 MDMA which i've saved..

I've thought about suicide for longer than I can remember, but now, my thoughts are darker than it ever been.. kind of afraid of myself now. Never truly consider those thought to be "real" before..

>>37736904
>>37735609

posted eariler..

Normie here, I've done all the normal shit, kids, house, car. Fuckin shit unless you're brainwashed, considering suicide

I just want to go in the forest to chop down trees and forage food for the tribe, i want to work with my hands to make some fine tools and then use it to build a nice house and a nice garden.