>So i am a guy who is pretty ugly
>So ugly i have legit no confidence in asking a girl out...most can deal with rejection, but it would literally be the final edge for me to commit suicide
>Got a worthless degree
>Virgin at 27
>Still live at home
>The crushing disapointment in my fathers eyes every morning is like a stab in my heart
>I try to be friendly and get jobs, but nothing ever works
The dream of me and family seems so hopeless.....all my desires has faded....every night before bed i cry....i get choked up when i look out the window and see all these happy people...i am in such a bad state that a single compliment makes my whole day.....no friends....i hate this and can't wait till i die, so this will be over.
I am not autistic, so have nothing to blame this on.