Were you ever raped?

>>37729829
On two, separate occasions.

>>37729842
How were you raped
Did it change you

>>37729870
>How were you raped
What exactly do you mean? Are you asking me to elaborate on the experiences or are you asking who did it?
>Did it change you
Not fundamentally. I'm the same person, just kind of sad and angry now.

>>37729897
I mean how did it happen

>>37729918
i didndu nuffin but i went to jail cause the judge is your typical southern racist and then i got raped by clan members incarcerated for lynching black ppl
fuck white america Tbh
you all dont know how good you have it

>>37729918
Basically my mom dated some assholes who were less than reputable and two of them were abusive. One was rough and sadistic, the other was guilty and kept buying me presents and pleading for me not to tell anyone.

>>37730028
>>>37729918
>i didndu nuffin but i went to jail cause the judge is your typical southern racist and then i got raped by clan members incarcerated for lynching black ppl
>fuck white america Tbh
>you all dont know how good you have it

what?

Yeah, my dad and my uncle used to beat the shit out of me and one night my uncle started raping me and dad said, 'that's fucked up' and just walked away from the shed.

Pretty fucked up over it t b q h there famalam. Shitposting with you guys makes me feel okay though.

>>37730098
Wow, your dad watched and just let him? Didn't do anything about it?

What a fucking dick.

>>37730098
BOTH your dad and uncle used to beat the shit out of you?
That's really unfortunate, anon. Did your uncle live with you or something?

Are you a boy or grill? Did they beat you with objects or just their hands? Could you elaborate some more, please?

>>37730074
I was just LARPing as a black man cause I'm trying to repress the memories of gettin raped
it might be that it's some schizophrenic coping mechanism or something
still not gonna tell you teh real story of how I got raped tho since the memories are just too painful

>>37729829
>were you ever raped?
Nope. Feelsgoodman

>>37729829
Yeah

By a teenage female cousin when I was around 5 or 6

She forced me to eat her pussy and jerked me off until my little peen got hard then she made me get on top missionary

All I know is I wasn't in school yet

>>37730098
Hot.
>>37730257
Very hot.

>>37730135
He didn't watch, just left
>>37730161
Dad was abusive towards mum but then she left [a lot of drugs, we're on okay terms now, she took my brother but not me because of money] but was never physically abusive towards me unless my uncle was there too, he came to stay with us for a couple of weeks at a time. We lived out in the sticks. My uncle would bring speed or meth I think and they'd get fucked up and mostly kick me.

The only remaining 'trigger' I have from then is the phrase, 'it's time.' It's what dad would say and then I'd have to go downstairs or to the shed and they'd just laugh and lay into me. I also have a lingering fetish for being direly beaten and having my fingers broken and I think if I ever kill myself it'll be trying to get myself beaten to death somewhere. Like walk into the hood with an 'I hate niggers' sign.

I have normal emotions, just no passion. It's like, 'oh, I am experiencing hatred for something in this moment' and then it passes

>>37730257
Is she hot now?
You could blackmail her

>>37729829
>Were you ever raped?
Yes. I'm male and was raped by an older guy when I was 15.

>>37730311
>I also have a lingering fetish for being direly beaten and having my fingers broken and I think if I ever kill myself it'll be trying to get myself beaten to death somewhere. Like walk into the hood with an 'I hate niggers' sign.
That's extremely interesting. You actually enjoy getting beat up?
Do you ever end up crying because it reminds you of the raping/beating?

>>37730313
Not really

She's not ugly either though

I ended up molesting her daughter when I was around 13 and she was 6.

Nowhere near as far as what she did to me but I grinded her on my lap and made her touch my dick through my shorts

Her daughter ended up being hot

>>37729829
Yea I was, by my brother's friend when I was 16 and again when I was 17 by my stepdad.

>>37729829

Yeah. I was 15, a 12 year old girl forced herself on my and I just sat there and took it. She felt me up, kissed me, sucked my dick, and then put my dick in her. I didn't want to touch her and I was scared of what was happening. I had never gotten female attention so I just let her do what she wanted because I was scared. The whole thing made me feel like a fucking weak loser.

I was also raped by my neighbors wife. She called me over to help her move furniture for her and when I went into her room, she pushed me on her be and got on top of me and started kissing me. I just let her do whatever she wanted to me. She sucked my dick and rode me. Felt bad man.

>>37730402
well that's messed up. also, did you tell anybody about her molesting you?

There are about 15 videos of me getting fucked by my dad as a toddler on the deep web somewhere.

>>37730402
That's real fuckin' ALPHA

>>37730428
Are you a hentai manga protagonist?

>>37730480

I wish. The girl was a small, blonde girl who was cute but I didnt think of her in a sexual manner. The neighbor was a dark skinned Moroccan, like 35 years old.

>>37729829
yes

90% of my group went out to get the flag and left me and the rest at the base to get shelled juggernauts with mortars. They destroyed our generator over and over and just kept shelling us while their scouts capped our flag over and over.

>>37730439
Sorry if my responses are slow

Im a wagie

Yeah I accidentally told my younger brother's girlfriend when we were wasted

And I told my older half brother when he was having a breakdown over his dad molesting him.

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>>37729829
I was once technically about 10 years ago.
>Taking loads of ecstacy, drinking too and sniffing loads of poppers at a girl's flat with some mates.
>She girl was a BIG girl, built like a fucking rugby player.
>She was also one of my sister's best mates.
>She wanted me so she sat on me and started groping me like fuck.
>I told her to fuck off because I was so fucked I couldn't fight her off.
>Finally she got off me.
>I went to go lay in a spare bed to collect myself because I was a MESS.
>Come to with her giving me head.
>Tell her to fuck off again, still in no fit state to fight off a woman of her size.
>She didn't stop, ended up riding me (could still get a boner because I'm a male).
>When I came to again I went absolutely mental at her, resulting in her crying and running out of the room naked, and then she punched a door off its hinges.
People think males don't get raped, but they do.
Had she not been one of my sister's friends I wouldn't have stopped anything happening, but I didn't wanna fuck a friend of a relative.

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>>37729829
No, but I fantasized about it.

I'm an awkward white kid and had two half-black friends in middle school. Twin girls. Their dad was a large black man who only dated white women. Their mom and stepmom were both slim white women. He was really friendly and intelligent. He'd substitute at our middle school and high school sometimes. I always hoped he'd give the slightest sign that he was interested in me because I would've reciprocated. Problem is I didn't hang out with them a lot. At least not at their house or around him so we were never close enough for him to get comfortable with me, if he even would have been "that way" anyway.

I met him around 13 years old and really since the beginning I was having gay fantasies about him coming on to me and eventually fucking me. Even in a rapey way. Actually especially in a semi-rapey way. Like the "safe" kind of fantasy rape way. But honestly even if he aggressively raped me I probably would've kept showing up hoping he'd keep fucking me like I was his little fuck toy for the rest of my youth.

Now I'm in my early twenties and I'm still somewhat twinkish, but not really. I'm very hairy and obviously am not boyish like I was when I was 13-15. I have no idea how I got the mental disease of this desire, but I've just always thought it was very hot to be a sex slave to an older man. Very much in a pedophile way. I guess I just wanted to be wanted so bad that someone would break every taboo to have me. I'm not at all interested in little boys. It makes no sense to me why someone would. I'm purely interested in being the little boy in a pedophile relationship. I just want to be the little boy that a grown man treats as a little girl psychologically, but who he fucks like a woman. It's fucked up and I don't know how to explain it better than that, but I've always had that fantasy and back then always hoped he'd make a move on me. I'm too old now so it's a bitch to have this fetish.

>>37730402
God I hate this place

>>37730800
I know like ugh. Why can't it jus be more like Reddit??

Close. Molested when I was 7 senpai.
My cousin got mad at me for beating him in a videogame, then we went to bed. He said he had something to show me in the bathroom, then he started sucking my dick.
It was 2 am and I wanted to get in the shower because I thought he was just spitting on my dick and it was weird. But after that he used my butthole as a finger warmer, then tried fucking me for a bit. When that didn't work he just squeezed my dick and balls for some reason instead.

He's homeless now.

>>37730472
I used to feel bad about it

Now that she's turned into a hottie
I kinda take pride in it

>>37730731
You're not a true robot if you didn't want a women that size fucking you.

GET OFF MY BOARD YOU FUCKING NORMIE, PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE ME SICK!!! REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GET THE FUCK OUT!!!! REEEEEEEEE GET THE FUCK OUTTTTT

>>37730870
Somilar thing happened to me.

Aunt molests me, makes me finger her, eat her and makes me fuck her missionary. I was like 6 or 7, she was like 13?
She had a kid at 17, idk why but i also diddled her. Didnt really do anything bad just had her jerk me off and give me head, i was just a horny af teenager.
Her kid is pretty cute and hot af now. She is 15 now I think she rememberes, gives me suoer tight hugs.

>>37731167
I don't know if my cousin's daughter remembers

I haven't seen her since

I will tell you one though i think being molested hypersexualized me or something.

Because I would fuck anything that moved and masturbate about 5x daily

My libido is just now finally slowing down at 29 yrs old

>>37730461
Are you a girl or a gay?

Whether I get a boner or not depends on this very original question

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>>37730402
>get molested
>get back at abuser by molesting their child
That's some next level shit.

>>37730402
>>37731167
now this is some quality /r9k/

>>37731749
I'm a guy. It was traumatic. I still have trouble going to the bathroom because of some of the things he did.

>>37731882

I wish I would done more gone farther with her

Blowjob, getting in the tip

to the people who were "scarred" by rape

did the sexual contact itself (example; someone rubbing their winkie on your bum for a bit) cause your problems, or was it the violent behavior (example; threats, physical force, mental abuse with insults or abuse of power etc) that contribute to your being "scarred for life"

arguably mere contact without the context of violence isnt always mentally damaging and some say it is the violence which creates most of the mental scarring.

If mere sexual contact is enough to scar people, then sexual contact between other minors would also scar people, this implies that its not only the sexual contact, but things like the shame of keeping the behavior secret, the threats from the abuser, or physical violence such as hitting or holding someone down etc that causes mental scarring.

The short version is that me and my boyfriend at the time where raped at gun point by two didndu nuffins. They made us both suck in their cocoa and took turns fucking me. They recorded it on my boyfriends phone to insure we didn't go to the police. Even though my boyfriend begged me not to I did. After a couple months of investigation my boyfriend was arrested for setting the whole thing up. He had hired two men from Craigslist pretending to be me and claiming this was our fetish. After this I've been in therapy for years and still can't date men. What made it worse was in court. In front if my family my boyfriend at the time brought up all this sexual stuff in my past trying to prove his innocence.

>>37733095
>He had hired two men from Craigslist pretending to be me and claiming this was our fetish.
what in the actual fuck? like seriously, what the fuck? wow.

Also, did he getting raped lower him in your eyes? (at the time you didn't know it was an elaborate set up.)

I was yes, from a home invasion.

>>37729829
Once by an older cousin when I was 7. I stayed at his house two nights and it happened on the second. I never told anyone irl

>>37733095
D E V I L I S H

O R I G
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>>37733095
your boyfriend is a kukold, i hope you know that, right?

fuck niggers and the shitstains who enable their raping.

>>37733145
Tbh honest yes. He always acted like a tough guy.

>>37729829
Yeah I got ass raped 4 years ago. My asshole still gets twinges of pain.

>>37733148
What was their ethnicity
What country

>>37732385
Is he in prison now?

I think my cousin raped me, but I'm not entirely sure (it was when i was 4, and i can't remember much of my childhood)

>>37729829
I had someone pin me down and molest by dick once.

looking back I should of beaten the shit out of him. It was the only chance where I could of gotten away with it

>>37733095

So how did it happen and what was the sexual stuff that you were embarrassed about?

>>37733224
what a fucker.
you did the right thing going to the police, I wish you well.

>>37733269
Black, USA. He forced his way in when I was entering my apartment.

>>37730530
>he fucked a loli and isn't in jail
you're one lucky fucker
fuck I envy you so much

>>37729829
My cousin tried to eat out my asshole when I was 7

>>37730402
>girl molests you
>you molest her daughter years later
That's some good revenge

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>>37733095
honestly don't understand this, his fetish is to suck black guys off at gun point and watch you get raped, was he ever a total fucking weirdo/creep before this?

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>>37729829

Mentally and metaphysically yes

To be fair who knows honestly, i might've been unconscious or asleep, i'm def fucked tho

>>37732639
>did the sexual contact itself (example; someone rubbing their winkie on your bum for a bit) cause your problems, or was it the violent behavior (example; threats, physical force, mental abuse with insults or abuse of power etc) that contribute to your being "scarred for life"
both, in tandem with one another.
the violence was harrowing but the sexual aspect ruined my sex life.

>>37733270
Almost went to prison, killed himself right before actually going in.

>>37733095
Whites deserve this for white racism.

>>37733530
I personally am glad, for what its worth, I wish you the best.

>>37733530
how can you fuck a toddler ?

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>>37730461
link ?

jk plz fbi

>>37733609
>tfw found cp while browsing on google

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>>37733548
put benis in boipus

>>37733640
I don't have a vpn so I'm kinda scared desu

>>37733548
How can faggots on 4chan fit giant dragon dildos in their ass without destroying their rectum? Anal training. its not rocket science.

Though that anon probably had no preparation and it was most likely excruciatingly painful and possibly permanently damaging.

>>37733712
I don't see how you could do anal training on a toddler

>>37733736
i dont know, dude. you shouldnt be asking these kinds of questions to begin with.

>>37733777
nice trips also yeah I'm just asking for a friend

>>37733736
>>37733777

This place keeps damaging my mental health desu

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>>37733777
what the hell is that get

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>>37730800

Then leave you normie cuck.

Oh but that's right you won't Because you LOVE it here.

>>37733317
Hind sight right. My boyfriend wanted to see a play in "the city." It was going to be late so we got an airbnb. The black guys where waiting for us when we got back. They took every holes anon without asking. They forced me to give them blow jobs, anal, they took turns fucking me.

>>37729829
I'm honestly surprised OPs post is original

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>>37733095

Dated a cuck. Well, lesson learned I guess.

Stay away from faggots and liberals everyone.

>>37730731
snu-snu!

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>>37729829
When I was freshman in collage I ended up in hate relationship with another, older, male. He was senior. I didn't like it. First time we did anything together I was trashed at his party, he invited me. Next day I woke up with him in bed, he acted as if I wanted it, then threatened to tell everybody if I won't do it again. I was scared shitless, but what could I do? After first few times I just closed my eyes and didn't care. Maybe that's why I'm 26 and still alone.

>>37733609

kekekekekek

origi

>>37733950

I feel terribly for most people here but not so much for you. You dated a bad person.

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>>37729829
I don't think I was. I can't remember anything from when I was around 6-11 but I do remember being alone with my friend's dad in his room alone with him, and I remember him watching us while we took baths and showers together, even when I told him to not look.

>>37734422
that's not being raped retard, he just wanted to see if everything was okay.

>>37733548
You're gonna rip some orifices wide open but it'll fit

>>37733712
>Though that anon probably had no preparation and it was most likely excruciatingly painful and possibly permanently damaging.
This.
There was really no 'anal training' involved. He just forced it in with no regard for me.

>>37733545
I should be glad as well, but...he was still my father.

>>37734959
is your asshole fucked up ?

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>>37729829
>tfw not raped but have massive sexual aversion.

>>37733095
cuckold """people""" are to be avoided at all cost

>>37730731
>People think males don't get raped, but they do.
not by women

>>37733991
does the bot even work for OP's?

>>37735606
Yes, I tried submitting the same song lyrics as an opening post but it wasn't original.

I'm pretty sure I have some repressed memories of being raped

>>37733095
here is ur reply fellow cuckposter XD

>>37729829
I had anal sex with my grandather when I was young, but I wouldn't necessarily call it rape since I acknowledged it would painful and consented. Granted I didn't fully understand sexual gratification yet but I understood what sex was and kinda wanted to feel what it would be like to be a girl. I did bleed and it fucked me up a lot. Fucking irish families man.

>>37737581
I'm from an irish family too, what is up with all the incest?

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>>37732038
This is what she looks like now

Howinthemotherfuckingfuckisthisnotoriginal

>>37730608
I unironically laughed at this, underrated post my friend

>>37730390
>'I hate niggers' sign
do you really believe this pol blacks are like a movie villain thing?
they'll think you're crazy and tell you to fuck off

>>37738408
Not if they're in a group

Then they'll probably jump his ass

>>37730800
This place hates you right back normalfaggot

>>37733997
He's a faggot but she said he was from /pol/

>>37729829
Yes. I was raped by my father growing up. I lost my virginity to him when I was 10. We had sex until I left the home at 15. I was raped again February of last year by a stranger (and because I know people might assume it, no, I didn't have sex while drunk and then "take it back")

>>37729829

Who else here /sleepcreep/

I used to make my brother's girlfriend jerk me off and I used to play with her tits and ass while she was asleep

>>37729829

So for the people raped by strangers, how did it happen? They just grab you and mount you? Like where and how did it happen? And was the rape just a quick penetration and orgasm within 5 minutes? Did they beat you? Grab your breasts? How bad was it?

And what about the meme that women enjoy and orgasm from rape? Is it true?

>>37739012
Did you grow to like it at all?

I know roasts have rape fantasies

>>37739012
Can you recall any moments where it wasnt so bad or that you enjoyed yourself or was it 100% terrible all the time.
Do you sympathize at all with your father?

>>37739063
Rape by stranger usually happens to grown women

Incest usually happens to kids

>>37730257
Same here but she did this over 3 years, I feel this is what made me perverted as I grew older.

In high school. I was staying late to help set up for an assembly the next morning. He grabbed me from behind in the parking lot and took me behind the building to do it. I might have eventually turned from shy to normal if not for that, but I turned into a shut-in because of him.

>>37739063
>""""independent"""" womyn doing dumb shit like walking around alone at night

>>37739066
Sorta. When I got a bit older, around 14 I behan to enjoy it a bit. It's complicated. I had Stockholm syndrome and I felt like being used was the only thing I was good at and that he only loved me during sex. I didn't really like the way I was treated and the situation I was in but I liked feeling loved and that's the only time I felt he genuinely loved me.


>>37739069
I halfway sympathize with him. My mother committed suicide which devastated him emotionally and mentally so in a sense I could forgive him for raping me. In a fucked up sense, maybe sex with me was a way he felt connected to my mother. However it didn't stop there. He often beat me and pimped me out so no I don't really sympathize with his actions. He's just a cruel man.

>>37739124
What were your ages when she started?

It's the only reason I can think of why im such a sick fuck. Like I said earlier >>37731552

If anyone has already put it together

Yes, im also the anon who has fucked/been fucked by animals and diddled an 8 yr. old(not the cousin's daughter) another kid, im also the sleepcreeper, and the anon addicted to streetwalking hookers

>>37739243
>He often beat me and pimped me out so no I don't really sympathize with his actions. He's just a cruel man.

ah, thats awful.

>>37729829
I was molested growing up from age 8 to almost 11. By my step grandfather. It started out as tickling, my female cousin one year younger than me was also always involved. Basically he'd tickle us and get hard and take my hand or head and press it to his cock. I knew very little about cocks at the time. Later he played with my pussy and body while sleeping. He never broke our hymens though, I remember the doctors who examined us after he got caught noting that information. I'm pretty sure he did it a little to neighboring girls too but not 100% sure. He did get caught went to jail and idk how long because after my cousin told my mom had a full mental breakdown and had to be in a hospital for a long time, she was talking about killing him a lot. I never admitted to being molested at the time of the case because I was both embarrassed, afraid, and in denial. Also I was confused because he was never threatening or angry, he was always really really nice about it and groomed us a lot.

Fast forward till I'm 14 and I get raped by my first bf. I'm pretty sure he could target really low self esteem girls because he later raped two of my friends, and chocked one till she had to go to the hospital. I'm pretty sure he was a full on sociopath and showed every sign of being one. He also was a stalker.

Now I'm a dyke. Lol.

>>37739279
I was 7-10, she was 11-14.

>>37731552
My sister molested me and it definitely had the same effect. I masturbate probably 4 times a day, usually to brother/sister porn. I have trouble cumming with any other kind.

>>37733095
That's seriously fucked up, I'm so sorry that happened to you what a fucking nightmare.

>>37739310
Not so bad. People go through worse, I know someone personally who did. All in all I was pretty lucky actually.

>>37739361
Me too

Mom/Son porn for me tho and those facefuck videos

I don't know why

My mom's a short ugly troll and a huge cunt so there's no attraction there

>>37739318
>Also I was confused because he was never threatening or angry, he was always really really nice
an example of the societal reaction to molestation being more traumatizing than the molestation itself.

>>37739361
Was she at least hot or is she an uggo?

>>37739416
He was literally 70 or older, I was 8 and my cousin was 7.

>>37739444
Point being there's no way it's normal to get sexual with someone that young, yes it is traumatizing.

>>37739399
It's a pretty clear link for me. It has to be older sister, or at least something I can fool myself into thinking involves an older sister there was a word for it I wanted to use, like when you're able to ignore the flaws in a work of fiction because you're immersed enough in it or whatever. I can't remember the term now and it's making me angry.. I also have a strong preference for girls who act a bit like her or have a similar body type.
>>37739444
She's still hot now in her 30s, after two kids and miles of cock.

>>37739318

Why do girls go the other way and go dyke?

It never happens like in Forest Gump where they go full Jenny and become sluts

At least I've never met one that turned out that way.

They go lesbo or they become lames in the sack who wanna curl up in the fetal position when I wanna fuck

>>37739478
Suspension of disbelief, that's what I was trying to remember. If I can suspend my disbelief enough with a porno to fit my fetish more closely, I'm really into it.

>>37739506
>It never happens like in Forest Gump where they go full Jenny and become sluts
Yes it does retard. Look at every girl in porn ever.

>>37739478
I don't know if you still fool around with her or not but for me it actually hurt my feelings when my cousin stopped out of the blue

>>37739506
Can't speak for her but I was just so hurt by men I was afraid of them. I got placed in a psych ward when i was a teenager and they separated the boys and girls. The first girl who talked to me I fell in love with simply because she wasn't scary like men were and she was nice to me. She provided security for me. I think other rape victims might feel the same. But plenty of victims fo turn slutty, I'd say most do.

>>37739614
Fucking roasties even when they get molested they turn it around and make money and get fame

I just turned into a empty shell

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>dad molested me starting when I was fairly young
>hated being alone with him because of it
>family knew and didn't say anything
>every so often he would "find religion" and swear to change and be a good dad
>it never lasted
>12 or so
>tell him I don't want to anymore
>slap and shove and claw at him when he tries to take me
>punches me in the face and has his way with me anyway, tells my mother after that I fell and hurt myself
>go in to school the next day, called to talk to principal
>everything comes out
>didn't really have any friends to start with but I'm a complete outcast after that

>>37739623
She stopped more than a decade ago and it still hurts. Everything fell apart because I guess I mistook what I felt for her for love. I just let my life fall apart and I've fucked everything up and everybody thinks it's just because I was born wrong or something and I can see the sadness in my parents' eyes when they wonder how I turned from who I used to be into this human-shaped mess.

>>37739708
At least you had the courage to confess to somebody. I never did. You did a good thing.

>>37729829
I was molested a couple of times if that counts.

this is a disguise post to get femanons to post

>>37739623
>>37739478
Maybe it's for the best that the abuse stopped but damn it hurt
>>37739708 this anon didn't have a choice in the matter it seems. Fucking sucks

>>37739770
I only did it because I was more scared of the principal than I was of my dad. She was a very strict woman.

>>37739840
I'm not sure if it will ever stop hurting. It's not like I was getting love anywhere else. No friends, siblings my parents were busy with. Even if she didn't show it in the best way, my sister loved me. She was always so gentle and tender. There were days she would just hug me tight and stroke my hair after sex and it was really nice.

I was raped by a guy that I friendzoned. I didn't report him because I felt like I kinda had it coming.

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>>37737581
>>37738055
>irish family incest
>mfw reading these posts and remembering that in Grand Theft Auto 4 it's heavily implied that one of your friends and his brother who are Irish were molested by their dad as kids
What the fuck, is this actually a prominent thing?

>>37740192
I'm >>37739708 and my dad immigrated from Ireland. I guess it really is true.

>>37740043
How did she react? Was she at least nice/understanding to you about it?

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>>37730311
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>The only remaining 'trigger' I have from then is the phrase, 'it's time.' It's what dad would say and then I'd have to go downstairs or to the shed and they'd just laugh and lay into me. I also have a lingering fetish for being direly beaten and having my fingers broken and I think if I ever kill myself it'll be trying to get myself beaten to death somewhere. Like walk into the hood with an 'I hate niggers' sign.
>mfw ryona fetish

>>37740217
She was weirdly nice about it, right from the start when she just wanted to know why I had a black eye. It was almost off-putting coming from her.

>>37740128
You kinda did

:^)

>>37739461
>Point being there's no way it's normal to get sexual with someone that young, yes it is traumatizing.

so the act itself traumatized you? but you said you didnt see anything wrong with it until after every member of your family was having a nervous breakdown? So the societal stigma is really what caused you problems

>>37740266
You have no idea. For some reason not sure to me know I kinda torture him. I pretty much cucked him. I would change in front of him. I would hook up with guy and then call him to pick me up. I once gave someone else a lap dance for his birthday in front of him. One night I called him to pick me up after a night of drinking. I guess he thought since I was drunk he have a go. I wasn't drunk enough to not say no.

>>37740128
No one has it coming

Male, 23, when i was 16. Male on male.

is it rape if i liked it?

two older male cousins tried to rape me but i fought them and ran near the places where the adults were, after that i blackmailed them to let me fuck their asses, it became a routine but i never let them fuck me

on another occasion an older distant relative made me fuck her, she was like 20-23 and i was like 5, i don't remember much but i think i tried to repeat what she did with me to another person, probably a female cousin since it was in my grandparents house, but it did not work, she stopped me by force since she was older (like 16-17) and bigger

if having sex while being a child count as rape, i had sex (consensual, if you can call it that) multiple times with some neighbors kids (2 male, 3 females- all in separated occasions) when i was kid (7-12 y.o) myself, i never cummed because i was too young and i always did anal because i did not understand what vaginas were for at the beginning and fear of pregnancy later(even without cumming). thinking about it now, i think i did it only because of the edge of being caught and the feeling of doing something wrong, it was barely sexual; i moved to a bigger city and never had sex after that

>>37740192
Abuse leads to alcoholism which leads to abusive behavior which leads to more alcoholism and more abuse.

>>37740213
the whole "finds religion but continues being an asshole just secretly" thing is really common in irish families too.

>>37740389
Speak for yourself cuck

Only children never have it coming
>>37740128

Did it hurt or did you like it?

Did you cry?

More importantly, have you friendzoned anyone since?

>>37740560
Yep. As far as I know he never actually confessed to what he'd done when he got like that. He would just act a little nicer for a while. I liked him when he was on his "being nice" kicks. We'd all go do stuff together and he was interested in me and my siblings and fun to be around.

>>37740588
>More importantly, have you friendzoned anyone since?

Yes I learn almost nothing from the experience.

>Did it hurt or did you like it?

No, and no. It was an overweight guy with a small penis fucking me.

>Did you cry?

Not really.

>>37740637
Kek

>Yes I learn almost nothing from the experience.

Women really are just dumb animals

>>37740637

>>37740671
Lol

David Parker Ray did nothing wrong

>>37740671
What do you think I was supposed to learn? I was mildly ok with the rape. I mean if you are ok with riding the cock carousel. You can't really bitch when you get a cock you might now like.

>>37740385
>femanon who deserves rape actually gets raped
sometimes the world isnt so horrible

>>37740733

'atta girl

Why can't all roasties be a good sports like you

>>37730311
for the second time are you a boy or girl

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one time, this girl in college asked to suck on my balls when we were having sex, and I said "no, please do not suck on my balls," and then she went and did it anyways
I was raped

>>37741772
why wouldn't you want your balls sucked?

>>37740192
>>37740213

On my dad's side of the family which is mostly Irish, my sister casually brought up that Uncle so-and-so constantly tried to molest her and our aunt was just like "oh don't mind him dear that's what he does"

There's also various tales of inbred families from Scotland and even the royal family from England.

I guess that part of the world is so shitty and grey and with such low population density that it's almost inevitable that you pork your cousin or even your sister.

Even today in one of those Nordic countries there's a company that developped an app that let's you see if you're cousins with a girl or guy that you're about to hook up with at a bar.

>>37741793
It was the time I was losing my virginity but she didn't know I was a virgin, I thought it would feel weird and balls are gross and smelly so I told her I wasn't into it. Turned out to be great despite specifically requesting the opposite of what occurred.