Who else repress all feelings here

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nobody knows how awful i really feel

>>37719970
I'm being followed by a hacker with aspergers because we have the same name and he's lonely. He pretends to be my friends.

>>37719970
here, I feel almost robotic at times but the emotions come back every few months in uncontrolled outbursts.

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on the surface until it all comes up in a big meltdown like twice a year and everyone thinks im crazy yeah

>>37720080
Same here, though when they do come back I'm either unusually happy or giddy or pissed into near genocidal rage, though I still typically feel on some level anger or just disappointment.

>>37719970
I do, until stalkers start pretending to be me and other shit to break me down. Attractive women probably kills themselves because of people like this.

>>37720116
>pissed into near genocidal rage

You sound like youre proud of that

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>havent cried in years
>all comes out at end of insidious 3
>theater saw me

>>37720147
Not really considering it's been a problem for me for a while, though I've learned to control it and do something to alleviate it, typically lifting.

>>37719970
I was like that for a few years. Then things got better. Then they got bad again. Now i try to suppress but once a week i break down. I haven't given up yet but im close

>>37719970
I try to but I tend to curse and snap at people at work

>>37720116
for me i just get really sad. doesn't happen often but I get waves of loneliness that hit like trucks. I'm in one of those moments right now.
>tfw havent been hugged or touched sensually in years

>>37720164
Oh my bad i guess i was just projecting

>>37719970
Not entirely, but I used to.

Also I LOVED sliders.

>>37720186
I used to have a somewhat prideful outlook on it when I was younger, until I snapped and punched my brother in the face for what I remember was no big reason. Next thing I knew his head ricocheted off the wall and he had a hole in it. Looking back I'm surprised I didn't get sent to juvie as a lad, though that's when I realized something had to change if I didn't want to become some deadbeat.
>>37720179
Can't remember the last time I experienced that, but it doesn't really bother me.

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>>37719970
yeah, maybe it isn't good, but i never was a fan of whining or telling others about my problems

>>37720179
I usually try not to think about it.
I'm right on the edge of becoming an alcoholic because I refuse to sit down and deal with how bad my life has become (unrelated to drinking).