Childhood feels

585 spencerport goon checking in, yes.

>>37717498
I'm from St. James, Long Island. That is a true small town.

>>37717498
What pisses me off is thinking about younger me who really thought he had a shot at life getting put down time and time again. You know, every adault told him he'll get a good job and graduate from a university and get a nice girl and settle down in a suburb of a city where he works to provide for his loving family. They told him to just be himself like in some Disney movie. So he went out and tried to talk to people but he kept getting rejected and insulted. People were staring at him and he didn't know why. But he kept going on chasing after this false reality that he was slowly realizing wasn't going to become true. After all these years of humiliation he realized that he was different from others and became bitter, completing the process of his isolation. I just think about that poor helpless child going through life wondering when it's going to get better like the adults said, and I just wish I can go back with a gun and show them how I felt all those years.

>inb4 edgy

>>37717606
Ayyy.
I grew up in Gates.

I'm from Sag harbor long island >>37717621

>>37717498
Yes. When I was younger I was pretty normal, had friends, was sociable and generally happy.

Then when I became a teenager that started to change, still remember going to the school dances without a date thinking "I still have time, one day I'll find a girl".

I'm 23 now, never have