Or even just cutting back on drinking. I did well the past couple of days but all I want is to get drunk. I've tried everything from games to chores to hiking to distract me and nothing works. I used to have weed to give alcohol a break, but I can't afford more right now so that's out. The worst part is that that and weed are the only things that keep the depression and suicide at bay.
What the fuck should I do?
You should go and seek assistance mate.
I had an acquaintance that went to the AA but they turned out to be religious cunts, so beware of this
>>37715533
It's not stop drinking that is hard, it is that your life sucks. I know because I have the same problem with weed.
nice dubs btw
>>37715603
This. I can easily go for weeks without a drink if I really want to, but why would I ever do that?
I've done it to prove myself I'm not addicted and it's just made my life worse.
>>37715586
I'm not going to that for that exact reason. I don't have a god hole, I have issues self medicating for severe mental illness.
>>37715603
Yeah, that's true. I went without booze for nine days when I visited my mom to help her with yard work a couple months ago. It's not physical dependency, it's the depression and shitty life, but I still want to stop. I can't afford it.
>>37715648
you have only two choices then. Make your life better or learn to deal with the shitness of sober life.
>>37715733
Ah yes, make myself more happy, why didn't I think of that? Whatever, I guess it doesn't matter if I kill myself from drinking.
>>37715764
I know it sucks, but there are no other options
>>37715648
If you can afford psychiatric help,give it a try
>>37715533
Because you are a weak willed individual. That's it.
Man the fuck up. Throw out all alcohol from your house and pick up a useful hobby like woodworking or something.