Why the fuck I had been granted with this bloody consciousness? Its the worst fucking curse in the world, to CONSCIOUS. You think I like wagecucks, normalfags, robots, wizards, cancer, your whore mommy?
I bloody hate everything because of that consciousness allowes me to trace your miserable existence and feel myself miserable too. Chad, you, me, everybody is unable influence the universe AT ALL. I feel bounded for observing this world.
I just wish I'd be a rock. Or there is no afterlife at all. Because if there is, I'd had to discover that again, the sentient life is overrated in its views and perspectives. This is the true punishment, and for dick's sake, it feels awful.
>>37703335
do dissociatives, man.
in most of the world you can buy DXM containing cough medication over the counter. if you like it you can graduate to better stuff like RCs.