SADD thread y'all. It's ya boii beep here and I'm making a thread to keep the darkness at bay. Spirits keep my spirit up, ya feel me?
Is the ironic black guy thing doing it for you? I don't even have the excuse of being drunk yet, though I did just drink a shit ton of coffee. 1.05 medium iced coffees at McD's are going to fucking kill me.
Same as last time. Post your fucking drink of choice, post why you have a shit attitude. I have a shit attitude because I'm a loser, plain and simple. Post music too. Talk about whatever, something important, preferably.
I've got this dream of making something. I don't exactly know what it is. Songs like this remind me of it, I can see it everywhere. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ez6TVVtJ4ZI It's the feeling of being on an adventure; making something that has a distinguished being, something that is authentic. It's very easy to tell the difference. I've wanted to do something for so, so long, but damn if I don't fuck myself at every turn. I finally understand that it really is in my making, that I just have to decide to do better. I got so fucked up by my childhood and my mom. And I just kind let myself languish for years with that momentum.