I just read parts of it to understand him. And it baffles me how right he was. It's summertime. Despite all the finals stress, everyone is happy. Everybody smiles. Everybody laughs, right on cue. They talk about sex. One girl laughed tonight about her boyfriend's penis size. And I'm jealous. Jealous of all those men and women living the prime of their age at their fullest. I've never been like them, but they never rejected me either. By habit, I simply self-segregated myself. I can't be happy. Why can they?
The girl I love will probably lose her virginity to a man much better than me. Why not me?
This really got me thinking. The manifesto really opened up my eyes. I feel guilty for sympathizing with a mass murderer, even though I've never shared an envy for killing.
>>37686072
you know that if you can sympathize with him it means you have autism, right?
>>37686086
I behave autistically, but I'm not autistic. I wish I was, though. Would give me a reason.