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I take LSD because I suffer from terrible anxiety, and I have a hard job that I'm only a couple years into (electrician) and that offers very little time for play. I lot of the time I struggle convincing myself that everything will be alright. LSD has single handedly improved my outlook on life and shown me what it's like to live worry free, and the true beauty of life that makes it worth living. For example during my last trip I gained a new appreciation for nature, and even the day after it wore off, I sort of remembered the pure euphoria I felt that day, and everything in life seemed much more beautiful to me than it did before. And it still does.
So here's my bad trip
So I was driving my car and listening too music, two of my favorite things, and nfortunately, I was enjoying myself too much, and before I knew it I had no idea where I was. To make matters worse my phone had just died. No more music, no more driving for fun. I had to get out of the car and walk place to place to find somewhere with a phone charger. And guess what. Nobody freakin had one. I must've stopped by 10 establishments until I found one with a charger. I then had to wait there for 30 minutes for my phone to charge, and could not listen to music on the way back because navigating and playing music would've drained my battery too fast. The whole ordeal took about two hours to resolve.
During this time my headspace went to complete shit. The stuff of nightmares. I began to think about how incredible of a time I could be having listening to music and feeling it just on a spiritual level with cruising in a magnificent land vessel, versus the painful reality I was in. Lost, stuck in traffic with nothing to listen to. by the time I was I waiting for my phone to charge it had only gotten worse. I felt empty inside. I realized I was robbed from a magical experience and left with only hurt, frustration and longing. The car ride home was one of the worst experiences of my life
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Well at least you learned the first thing about preparing to be inebriated. Always be prepared. That means keeping your shit charges and snacks on hand.
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>>37676698
Damn bro that sucks , my first trip was with 2 of my buds and we had a sober driver just take us around the Baltimore Beltway at like 2 am
Was like your trip but we didn't have to drive therefore none of the driving anxiety
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>>37676698
>>37676719
Sitters are fun, but idk if it's me getting older but I definitely know what you mean about just general appreciation for nature
If it makes ya feel better you probably have more respect for life then 80% of the population
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>>37676698
haha is this serious
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Tripfag fuck off to /drugs/
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>>37676698
yikes what a bad shop
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>>37676698
I was thinking of experimenting with mushrooms to help me appreciate and find meaning in life.
I have depression and anxiety and I once had a psychotic episode that resulted in me being involuntarily committed to a psych ward.
I'm unsure if whether its a good idea to experiment with drugs because of this, but I when I try to be introspective I am overcome by the negative biases that pollute my mind.
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