>tfw you're gay and your straight best friend does something

>>37671169
I think its just that when somebody seen as inaccessible does something really sweet, it has a profound effect. Probably because they seem to do it without any impure intentions.

Ive been moved through a few foster families. One, when I was 15, had a 12 year old <brother>. We were jumping on a trampoline when I landed with my foot between some of the springs and twisted it really bad.

So this scrawny little kid half-carries me up a steep hill, completely keeping my leg off the ground. He was sweating and he was sore for a few hours but he still attended to me and looked up how to take care of a fucked up ankle because our <parents> were too drunk. He even let me sleep in his room because mine was upstairs.

It was the sweetest thing anybody ever did for me to this day and in a combination of teenage hormones and newfound lust Im ashamed to admit that I masturbated to thoughts of him taking care of me in that same sweet way. While I was in his room and he was asleep in my room.

So yeah, Im pretty sure that pure intentioned sweetness illiciting inappropriate lust is a universal thing, not just a gay thing.

>>37671169
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Stop being such a faggot and do gay shit with him already the worst thing he can say is no.

>>37671482
Did you ever confess your homolust to him?