how do I like being around people?, ive spent the majority of the past 5 years alone and can go weeks without talking to people in my house. I only really care because I know this is really unhealthy but I might be at the point of return. and had to spend 20 hours I a classroom over the past two weekends and got drunk before going and drinking up to 5 beers in a 30 min lunch time to cope being around people. this shit is embarrassing
You've got it easy
I live in a literal nowhere and barely see any people but I have some natural need to be around them and it hurts constantly
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the natural need is there, but I literally spend so much time alone I walk funny over distance's and gulp uncontrollably when im around people. its an aweful experience, if lived near some woods and could walk a mile without seeing anyone I would atleast not have out of body experiences when talk peple
well I guess r9k is the last place I could find someone who can relate or remotely give a shit, I forgot your all normiescum