After years of chasing it and failing I can't go on anymore, I've run out of options, burned too many bridges, spent too much money, I have no choice but to go back to college and actually take classes this semester (I stopped taking them to focus entirely on pussy a while ago) or else I will be automatically removed from enrollment and will have to re enroll, and my GPA is too low to get back in, I've spent too much money, seen too many things, talked to too many people, done too many things, this has to end
I wanna hear what you guys think
>thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSUIQgEVDM4
Too many years have passed
Its gonna end one of two ways, one is sex really is the alpha and omega and then its song related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03qBqP2I4p8
Or its going to be no better than an onahole
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gmd1HVGBzk
Do it anon.
Look, paying for losing your virginity is sad and that will be with you for the rest of your life. Fucking an escort may not be nothing but at least it will ease your burden a bit. Don't let chads tell you that it will do nothing for you. We both know that you are not doing it for pleasure, it is for experience something that should have happened naturally and you missed out.
Put everything on a scale. Losing your virginity and experience sex but feeling bad about yourself. Or maintain your v-card and keep waiting for that special someone but knowing that it will never happen probably.
Godspeed.
>>37652687
I feel like there's no way out, I have friends, I can get girls to like me, but I can never get them to want to have sex with me
I've had a girl hold my head in her hands and look at me almost in awe and say "your so beautiful (she was a 9/10 lesbian girl with big tits, a thicc ass, wearing a tank top and short jeans, and you wouldnt even know she was a lesbian if not for her saying "I like girls")
Gay guys constantly hit on me and tell me they want me to fuck them and I can do anything to them
I've had my friends tell me I look great and they always throw in no homo (they get laid regularly so there's no question)
I'm 6'4, not skelly but not buff either, white, good face, but I spent literally the entirety of my life until I started college in and out of special ed, and just sitting in my bedroom playing video games or sitting on my PC
I've learned a shit ton about social skills and norms that were inconceivable to me 2 years ago, but I burned a lot of bridges in the process, a lot of golden opportunities I now cant cash in on because I learned from failure
I've literally been cockblocked so many times its crazy, drunk girls wanted to hook up with me but their friends interfered, one girl was making out with me on her bed and I was able to grope her tits and ass and even finger her, but she refused to have sex with me because "its going too fast and i just got out of a bad relationship where he cheated on me" and afterwards she just cut off contact
I've literally fingered two (2) different girls in the past month or so, but didnt get to fuck them due to circumstance, and with the 2nd one she was in the bed on her stomach, and her drunk and tired sister came down to get her drunk and tired sister to come upstairs and sleep with her because "I want to be with my sister"
I've so beyond earned sex, I'm so tired of all of this, guys were getting pussy when they were 15 and here I am having turned 20 last month
>>37653042
I literally got cock blocked on my birthday (girl who came to get her sister) and passed out drunk on their couch in response
The next day I got the chance to go for round 2, but it was an all day thing instead of night time thing (with her being sober), and long story short she ended up not wanting me, after the fact my friend told me that she told him that it was because of multiple things like (he was wearing jeans to the river) and (why is he wearing *those* sunglasses), and she even complained about me offering her free 50 dollar vodka but not mixing it first
She literally told him that she thought I was the kind of guy that would never cheat on her, and that she was into me, but because of the fashion and the vodka that she wasn't interested
With that sort of cold shoot down, and all my friends telling me that "you have no game" I just feel like there's no way out
I can't bring myself to spend years trying to somehow crack this "game" code and figure out how the hell womens' minds work, with guys I can just talk to them and get along with them, with women its like everything is a giant mental manipulation match instead of just seeing how you feel about each other as people
When combined with how womens minds literally operate basically entirely on emotion and proveably work differently than mens, and I have little to no experience with it, it just seems like I'm so beyond being fucked
That whole 2nd girl with the sister complaining about random stuff thing really nailed it in for me
>>37653042
Shut the fuck up chad
Get the fuck off this board you normie scum
>>37653167
You cant be chad if youve never stuck your dick in a girl
Girls number 1 fear is guys cheating on them, and often times it takes a long time for them to feel completely sure that it wont happen, and she knows me for 2 days and says she feels like I would never do it, but she turns me down over clothes and not giving her a mixed drink instead of a normal one
What the fuck is game even