>Tfw you fapped to "that" again not good feels brobots

>>37647379

You can fap to it, but don't finish to it.

Finish to something heart-warming.

gay sissy femdom

why can't I be normal

>>37647478

how can it be femdom and gay at the same time?

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>your fetish is degenerate and makes you want to throw up

>pussy pump
How deep does the rabbit hole go?

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>>37647379
>on nofap day 5
>on the verge of fapping to "that"
Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. What do I do? In this moment I feel like I want this, but I know the second I orgasm I'm going to be severely disappointed with myself.

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>it's a crave "that" and try to resist by fapping to your other fetishes but you're too in the mood for that specifically so you cave and spray a huge load to it and then experience regret as soon as you start to go flaccid episode

>try to evade fapping to it
>almost succeed
>breakdown at the last moment
>fap furiously
>it doesn't even feel that good
>actually turns to disgust as i finish

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>feederism
>loli guro
>futa
>monster on girl
>slime girls
>torture films from third world countries

kill me brehs

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>>37648078
How degenerate, you make me curious. What kind of life do you lead? Do you live with your parents? Do you have a job? How was your childhood? Did you ever commit a crime?

What do you mean by "that"?
I never browse /r9k/ so I wouldn't know

>>37648204
'that' connotes a weird, sick, or possibly illegal fetish that someone may have that disgusts them yet they can't help but fap to

>>37648243
oh god

i guess i get it

just to be sure, is it "that" fetish?

>>37648259
'that' can mean any weird fetish not just one universal one

>>37648259
>just to be sure, is it "that" fetish?

Which fetish did you have in mind, anon?

>>37647585
Girl forcing you to take the D

>decided to abandon porn for good
>got on 4chan for the first time in months
>spent entire evening browsing
>skipped meals
>didn't go to sleep until 4 in the morning

>>37647379
Cp?
Usually at my lowest most depressed when that happens and it doesn't help

>>37648564
would you kindly post your address?
i'm calling the police

>>37648621
1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NW
Washington, DC 20500

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>>37648162
I'm a closeted degenerate. I'm in college, so during the school year I live in dorms, and during the summer I live with my parents. I'm unemployed right now, but have the skills and experience to find a job. My childhood was fairly privileged, but I never really liked other children my age on a deep level, never felt love for another person. Both parents worked and I'm an only child, so I spent most of my time by myself, either walking or reading. Destined to observe the world around me and never participate, I began to develop a distaste for many aspects of normalcy, but in order to prevent myself from being ostracized I have maintained a very normal exterior self. Anyone who meets me will see a smiling man with a good background and an excellent track record, both legally and academically.

>>37648854
that used to be me. you get tired of putting on a facade though. enjoy your normie life while it lasts.

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>>37648854
Kira, is that you?

Orignialbio

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>>37647646
Dont do nofap. It's a shit meme and you're just making yourself miserable while waiting for something that isnt going to happen.

>>37648935
I don't like masturbating or sexual stuff in general. I only masturbate because I feel compelled to do so. Really pisses me off and it makes me feel like I'm brainwashed with my body doing shit I can't control. The only thing I'm hoping to gain out of nofap is to break the habit and not feel like doing it anymore.

>>37647451
>tfw started fapping to "that" but there isn't even enough material that doesn't make you roll your eyes and the whole thing starts feeling dumb and you end up fapping to handholding tier stuff

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>>37649111
>fapping to handholding stuff makes me go lump and then cry
w-why

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>>37648854
You have all the traits of a borderline psychopath. Make sure you never ever act on your urges.
>loli guro
>torture films
I could go on a 10 paragraph rant on how repulsive and disgusting your fetishes are but that's not going to help at all won't It? Do the best you can and keep everything on a 2D level.

>tfw too much of a pussy to break the law so i just don't masturbate

Reverse NTR. A dude fucking one girl in front of his gf while she watches. It was hentai.

That is my fetish and I'd be happy to bring it to fruition in real life.

If you can, focus on the slime girls and the monster stuff. I know the feeling. I crave intense whipping scenes and hard anal out of a feeling of powerlessness towards girls.

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>cam videos of teens fingering their smooth puffy cunnies
>big natural tits with thick nipples
>tight teen buttholes getting fucked upright
>passionate amateur blowjob with sloppy wet sucking.

These are normie tier fetishes r-right?

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>>37647379
For me it's tentacle/slime stuff. It's pretty much the weirdest fetish I have, other than that I'm really vanilla. I rarely watch porn when I fap since I mostly use my imagination, but for some reason when I see tentacle stuff it drives me fuckin nuts and I turn into a desperate animal. I feel disgusting afterwards, haven't fapped at all in a few days now though, I can go pretty long since I think I have a lower sex drive.

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>tfw trying not to self insert as the girl but can't imagine myself pleasuring a woman

>>37647379
>Jewish woman getting pissed on

It's not even a /pol/ thing, I'm just attracted to Jewish looking women and have a golden shower fetish for some reason, it's an oddly specific fetish, but it's even odder how much Jewish golden shower porn is out there, almost as if it's all for me :^)

>>37650635
iktf
i gave up trying now i just self insert as the girl and ride a toy

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>>37648887
I wouldn't necessarily say that I'm putting on a facade. I genuinely enjoy many aspects of my "normal" side. Unless I'm aroused by my fetishes, I enjoy learning new subjects (currently studying lattice-based NTRU cryptography) and reading classic literature. It requires no effort of me to perform acts which I find enjoyable, and it so happens that society at large sees my academic side positively.

>>37648931
What?

>>37650359
I really don't see a problem with loli guro. I think it's cute. I don't think I would act on any urge because bodily fluids are unsanitary. 2D girls don't have bacteria on them.

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>>37650691
>jewish shower porn
I bet /pol/ will gladly help you with that.

>>37650726
Why do you have these fetishes?

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tfw "that" was the idea of a wholesome loving relationship
I just want hugs anons. Is that to much to ask?

>>37647379
Started with videos of amateur latinas having sex. Escalated to amateur black girls. Escalated to amateur black trannies again.

Crossdressing trap yaoi hentai is my favourite thing but I have read it all so I sometimes start looking for the 3D equivalent and end up disgusted and sad.

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>CEI self facial vids
>Forced Bi Joi stuff

I wish I wasn't so fucking degenerate.

>been fapping to diaper stuff everyday for years
>not exactly comfortable with it but used to it at this point
>don't feel any remorse after cumming

I learned long ago not to worry about it too much. So what if my sexual tastes will never be accepted by a female?

>>37650726
Lolis are for hugging and having loving, gentle sex with, not mutilating.

>>37651120
Merunyaa is a girl, anon. There's a very small bit of hope for you.

>>37651120
Never mind being accepted. Have some self-respect and wank to something normal-ish.

https://xhamster.com/movies/2757881/victoria_justice_feet_cum.html

>>37651065
>Bi Joi stuff
Wtf is that, I'm scared to look it up

>>37649029
I mean, that's an ok reason. Don't fall for the lies of the people who say they became chads

>>37651065
>>37647478

Given how much I love femdom and how much porn I've always watched, I've always been really relieved that I haven't crossed over to getting off to forced bi. I worry about it happening, though. For me, "that" is typically stuff like humiliation-themed captions.

>>37650726
>I don't think I would act on any urge because bodily fluids are unsanitary. 2D girls don't have bacteria on them.
This is honestly the most psychopathic thing you've said, everything else was fairly normal, not sure why those people found it so strange

>>37651257

Something I've been wondering lately: what is it with submissive guys being into celeb worship? I feel like it's something that should be obvious, but it surprises me that it's such a consistent thing among so many guys into humiliation/femdom/sissy stuff.

I like group family fucks but where the old dad is fucking the young girl/*daughter*

I used to like mom teaching daughter vids but it's all professional scripted bullshit nowadays

>>37648854
shit @me next time man. It makes me not sure what to do when I want two completely opposing things at the same time

>>37650619
not normal but definitely not as degenerate as some people

>>37651373
>why do people that want to be dominated and humiliated want someone of prestige and power to do it
well
gee

>>37651278
Basically it's like normal humiliation Jerk Off Instruction stuff except they make you put things in your ass, or jerk off to gay porn. Stuff like that.

>jerked off to gay porn yet again

I don't know why I do this, I'm straight.

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>>37651561
Big surprise. Ever kissed a gay man before?

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>tfw autogynophilia is the worst of them all
How can I stop this? I just wanted attention.

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It's going to get better. Soon you'll be fapping to vanilla stuff. You'll feel very good and proud after cumming. Your mother will be proud. You'll find meaning.

is liking 2D shota traps getting v& degenerate ?

anybody else /horsepussy/ here?

>>37651636
>autogynophilia
wow, looked this up, found an interesting article http://blog.jim.com/culture/autogynophilia/

Maybe read Jonathan Ames. Funny novelist with weird cumbersome fantasies, showrunner of Bored to Death with Jason Schwartzman.

>I try to laugh about it
>Covering it all up with lies

t. came to normal porn except I imagine I'm the camera man, forced to watch. (there's a doggy face cam group on ML, it's nice because it works best in this position, when the girl breaks the 4th wall (looks at the cam, teasing the spectator instead of allowing him to identify with the male doing the fucking))

Also Frederic Beigbeder, most of his books are about being a little sensitive boy obsessed with impossibly hot women. He even mentioned no hands fapping in an itw. Sells many books.

i have an entire folder of shoops i made of girls i know in real life.

feel a bit guilty when i fap over one of them.

>>37651915
>knowing girls in real life

>>37647379
>Tfw for the past half-year I've fapped exclusively to a 37gb collection of recordings I'm continually making of my camgirl waifu

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>tfw every time you masturbate you have to burn all your possessions and start life with a new identity in another state
I'm so tired...

>>37652084
What the hell do you fap to

>>37651964
well, its the ones i was in school with.

>>37652084
this is called rape/murder bro

>>37652130
>going to a coeducational school

>>37652148
well that's the norm here if you aren't a posh, rich cunt

>>37652200
>not being a posh rich cunt

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>>37652130
(not him)
ha!
It always makes me think when I watch documentaries about the times where there were separate all boys schools and all girls schools.

They thought that forcing teens to spend all their days together would create constant fucking and teen pregnancy.

It's weird but I spent more than 20 years in school and nothing ever happened. Sure, I fell in love many times, and several fuglies have made moves on me (also a couple of qt's that I was using my shy staring technique on). But nothing ever happened. (except one holding hands once in high school at 15, dominant chick reeking of tobacco, on the rebound from a biker bf)

But yeah, I too have lots of fond memories of all the females I've known from school. I would write poems and shit, sit behind a girl and watch her beautiful long hair...

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dear lawd, have mercy!

>>37647379
>almost exclusively fap to pregnant chicks since I was 12
The only thing I find weird about it is it's pretty much the only thing I find sexually arousing.

>>37652209
Tell us about your posh life please.
Are you studying? Are you a virgin? How do these kids meet girls? Did you go to posh dances?

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>>37647379
>tfw it's Big muscle guys getting fucked by twinks

>>37647379
I know, I wish I wasn't attracted to it. The worst part is you have to keep it a secret or your life is ruined.

>>37652269
I think you unconsciously want to have sex in the missionary position for procreation purposes.

>>37651636
>not wanting to want to be the cute girl
its only natural anon, happens to everyone

>>37652246
>I would write poems and shit, sit behind a girl and watch her beautiful long hair...
In the old days you would've spent this time actually studying. It's hard to imagine, I know.

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>pleese HALP !

>>37652371
yes, I was in a constant state of overarousal.

>>37651837
who doesn't?

(orefano)

>>37652414
Maybe that's what our forefathers were trying to prevent by keeping schools separated. Constructs your avocados, doesn't it.

I was very shaken by the [trigger warning] suicide of pedobear last year.

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Tampa is a very funny book about a female pedophile who's teaching a junior high class.

>Kids, your homework for monday is to write an essay, "How does it feel to be desperate?"

It's nice to read about the most fucked up female fantasies.
"He was so young, with his glistening forehead, so innocent, I wanted to lick his forehead dry"

>>37647379

Get a fucking job hour degenerate fuck.

Work so much you don't have time to masturbate.

>>37647379
extreme anal play

i just fapped
i want to cut my dick off :(

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>>37647379
>fap to "that"
>"Oh god what if I get arrested what if the cops are watching me this is illegal fuck fuck fuck"

>>37652578
>finish work
>follow girls in the streets, get hard
errrytime come spring.

>tfw you cum in your own mouth again
In my defense it was to see if a months worth of drinking only tap water had any effect on how likely I was to swallow my own cum. Nothing has changed, it's still gross.

>>37652598
The police is there to help you, anon. Jerking off isn't a crime.

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>>37652573
It's weird, she looks perfectly balanced.

>>37652706
Look at her eyes

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I keep fapping to my own fantasy about being girl and having sex with guys I know IRL. It is very shameful

>>37652740
she seems interesting and funny https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acBwpvFaq0A

>>37652327
It'd be kinda difficult to do that while unconscious.

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>>37652688
B-but the stuff I jerk off to is illegal! I could go to jail!

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>>37651363
That's what I told him. I think we have an actual psychopath on /r9k/ for the first time and not some sperg trying to be an edge lord.

>>37650726
>I don't think I would act on any urge because bodily fluids are unsanitary. 2D girls don't have bacteria on them.
Huh?

I hate this feel.

this should be a meme more.

at least I'm not the only one struggling with uncomfortable porn addictions

>>37651363
He's not wrong though, it's like the whole fluffy thing. Is it bad for a bunch of people to enjoy seeing fake drawn and/or animated characters getting mutilated and hurt in various ways for ones pleasure? As long as it's not reality it's fair game.

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>>37653134
I find it repulsive as hell
2D drawings is like a gateway drug that will eventually cross with irl fetishes. Good luck when you're out and about and have the urge to smash a puppies head in because you been fapping to horrid fluffy drawings. Or good luck being next to children for that matter. Trust me you will only go lower and lower when your degenerate fetishes, once it becomes the norm in your mind.

>>37652573
>I wanted to lick his forehead dry
Are women actually into licking the sweat from their partners? I'm curious.

>>37647646
Listen to a song, and focus on memorizing the lyrics when you get the fap urge..

>>37653272
For most people those things don't become reality unless if they're that screwed in the head to begin with. Would you blame video games for spree shooters?

>>37652870
If that is true, prisons are chock-full of people like you. You're going to make lots of friends in there!

>>37650635
>>37650725
>self insert
you mean, "identify" with a character in porn?

>>37653281
not really sweat, but the female character feels old at 27, and the boys youth materializes in his greasy forehead. (I quoted roughly from memory)
Read the book, it's great.

>>37653323
Wow, advanced autism lel. No offense. Just made me think.

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>>37653404
>would you blame video game for spree shooters.

This is not even in the same ballpark.

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>sauce
wow pic is the real Tampa female pedophile. (though apparently there are several)

I like futa, but I find gay, trap and sissy porn to be repulsive, which is weird because they are largely the same.

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>>37652776
>>37652573
pic left is alissa nutting's favorite meme.

"Oh my God, Goosebumps!"

is this meme well-known?

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>>37653449
Self-insertion is a literary device in which a fictional character who is the real author of a work of fiction appears as an idealized character within that fiction, either overtly or in disguise.

In art, the equivalent is the inserted self-portrait, where the artist includes a self-portrait in a painting of a narrative subject. This has been a common artistic device since at least the European Renaissance.

>>37653732
I self insert as Boticelli and just ride a dildo. - Anon.

>>37650635
>can't imagine myself pleasuring a woman
easy, you just have to hate them, despise them.

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>>37653404
If a person like Loli guro, fluffy drawings, and torture films then they're already fucked in the head and considered beyond saving.

>>37647379
>Traps
>Shotacon
>And especially traps and shotacon together
I mean I'm not even disgusted with it, but fuck, everything else pales in comparison on how much I enjoy it.

>mother/son incest porn

I can't stop

>>37654014
2d or 3d? orig

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I thought I was degenerate for fantasizing about banging trannies. After going through this thread I give myself a comparative clean bill of mental health.

>>37654083
both, but mostly 3d.

>>37653134
I don't know where you got that from my post, all I'm saying is that kind of mysophobia is more psychopathic than jerking it to guro or any other kind of porn
Especially when you identify that as the reason you would not act on your urges

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>>37650744
I'd love to know, too. I've never been exposed to real live mutilated humans, so I don't know where my taste comes from. I like who I am, I am apart from the monotony of everyday society.

>>37651363
>>37652926
>>37654172
Why is not wanting to be dirtied a bad thing? I shouldn't have to be sullied by filthy things.


>>37653272
The contents of humans underneath their skin is repulsive. In 2D, there is only the exterior of the body. The outermost layer is all that there is. In 3D, by definition, something must exist underneath the surface. Have you ever cut an animal open to smell its insides? If you slice through the wrong membrane it smells like shit.

>>37647379
>femdom spanking
I know it's ridiculous, I cringe like hell even while fapping, I feel immense shame after finishing, but god I just want a mommy gf to put me over her knee and punish me for being such a little shit.

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>>37648931
Made me kek anon, would have been better if he spoke about hands though

>>37648564
Probably not wise to say that on here. However I do really hope you stop

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I can only cum to interracial cuckold stuff anymore

>>37648485
That's bi encouragement/forced bi femdom
A completely different genre

>>37654784
I'm not into guro, but it all makes sense. 2D is really easy to separate in your mind from 3D because the scenario/reactions/guro itself is so unrealistic. The only real life example I can think of that comes close is that German dude who paid somebody to kill and eat them.

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>>37651465
im getting conflicting answers. someone said all my kinks are vanilla and universal.

>>37652573
>nutting
kek

>>37654784
>Have you ever cut an animal open to smell its insides? If you slice through the wrong membrane it smells like shit.

lmao

have you? thats one of the biggest signs of a serial killer, killing animals and dissecting them

>>37650359
this guy is right

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>>37652598
>Fap to "that"
>Panic everytime I hear a siren

>>37655003
>not a good idea to post something on an anonymous Internet forum
Almonds
>inb4 anonymoose is gonna trace his IP
No

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>>37647379
>tfw stopped carring about what i fap to

Anyone got some good femboy stuff I'm going all in on the degeneracy

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>>37648621
Delte this RN

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>Sissy boys getting railed by black dudes
Every month I feel the gay creeping up more and more. Also reminds me of what I will never have.

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why is she so good bros

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>>37647379
> Watch anime about little schoolgirls
> Obviously pedo bait
> Fan service galore
> Disgusted
> Tell myself I won't fap to it
> Fap to it anyways

If there is an afterlife I've alreayd got a one-way ticket to hell. I should've hung myself when I had the chance.

>>37657122
Repent, there's still time

>>37647379
>tfw fap to furry paizuri

only if it has good art though

i fapped to sissy porn again. tumbrl sissy porn.
i don't think is changing my mindset or anything, but it still feels bad after cumming

>>37650619
Yes. This is a degenerate thread, normals get out

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>>37651363
>>37648931
>>37650359
what the actual fuck are you guys talking about?
i am 19 and a half, i share almost every characteristic with>>37648854
and i am definitely a weird normalfag.