>didn't die in my sleep last night what do I do today?

>>37641472
Could get some tendies.

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You didn't die in your sleep because you have too many books to write, video games to program, songs to write, diary entries to make and so on. You've got the rest of your life ahead of you and today is the first day of the rest of your life.

If you're thinking about death then something's wrong. Take a look at your life and see if you can find a way to make it better. If the high point of your day is getting a (You) on 4chan and jacking off to tranny porn then maybe you need to find a better high point.

Try to do something creative. Something that you can look back on and be proud of. If you like music then maybe you could make music. You can download FL Studio for free with bittorrent. The problem with shit like 4chan and porn is it's all about instant gratification and empty pleasures. You need substance to your life, and a hobby may be just what you need.

The problem with hobbies is you trade off short term joy for long term gains. It's like a drug, and there are all kinds of behavioral things which release dopamine in you brain which is addictive and you build up a tolerance to. So start slow and keep your expectations low at the beginning or else you'll get discouraged and give up.

Notice what ideas pop up in your head that tell you to give up and refute them. A lot of times we say things to ourself we wouldn't dream of saying to anyone else, and a lot of times there are a few automatic thoughts that keep popping up over and over again. The same applies to depression.

When you become depressed you tend to stop what you're doing and just think about how bad everything is. But because depression fucks with your brain you think things are way worse than they really are. It's temporary, and if you think back to what ideas you thought about when you were depressed after it passed you may be surprised to realize how ludicrous the ideas were.

When you're in a Cognitive-Behavioral downward spiral, interrupt the process and distract or cheer yourself up

>>37641542
I ate homeade egg wrap and took garbage out like good neet

have to baby sit tomorrow

I'm just...looking for something to do in all this anxiety storm

thinking about suicide since I quit job because I think I'm schitzo.

idk what to do, Idk what I'm doing on this planet anymore

I don't belong anywhere

>>37641654
No one does. The dumb ones don't think about it, and the smart ones figure out that it's more fun to pretend they do.

Hey, archery is pretty easy. Just save up some money to get a bow, practice it in your back yard, and then go to the olympics. I swear it's been done before. That can be your goal.

>>37641645
go back to /soc/ to give normie advice to normies

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>>37641542
These are real good, and the price is right.

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>>37642221
Eat shit and die. You're a pathetic internet low life who couldn't post a 2 sentence post if your life depended on it. If you have any brain cells still firing in that noggin of yours then you probably seek death like O. P. but you're so dumb and brain dead you lead a living death.

Anytime someone posts something intelligent a chill creeps down your back, you get scared and try to shoot them down. Well the only thing getting shot down is your intellect and any hope of finding meaning in the shit hole you call your life.

The only thing left for you is the lost hope of the way things once were and the way things could have been. Every phase of your life is worse than the phase that preceded it, and all the while you've been depressed growing up was actually the best it ever was and the best it every will be.

You'll never be happy and you'll never connect with anyone because you're too brain dead to participate in any real social interaction. The only good things you'll ever have is escaping into a fantasy world with absolutely no resemblance to your own life or what you yourself is like.

The only thing you can do now is insult other people with your shitty and repeated statements which carry no original thought, intelligent sentiment or any positive reflection of yourself. You may even get a slight bit of pleasure out of it, but it's empty and fleeting pleasure.

How many times can you use the same statements and still get a rise out of it. Maybe more than I expect since you forget all the days you spend here and all your days before that. But eventually you'll take a look around and realize how shitty you and your life is, and I only hope you aren't too pathetic to try to change it. But IMO it doesn't look very good where the only outcome is a sad and pathetic end to your sad and pathetic life. You're a waste of life. Eat shit and die.

>>37642533
thanks for proving me right once again normalfith and remember another day another dollar :^) so what are you doing awake?

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>>37642574
>go back to /soc/ to give normie advice to normies
You really showed me. Being normal is filth, that makes complete sense. Just try not to think about it. It's 11:00 am on The East Coast. You truly are a retard: I've been out done.

>>37642638
>>37642533
>>37641645
filtered i fucking hate improvement shills
yeah we know what do but we won't do it we love being at the bottom shit can't get any worse and you don't have to put effort in anything besides being a loser

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>>37642638
>L-Le nigger face will stop him
>so assblasted and nervous about being late for slavery he can't even quote the right post
poor normiefilth, well say hi to your neet boss from me :^) he shared pictures of your girl with me and now I'm sorry but I have hobbies to attend to byeeee