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My parents are making me go to university but my drive to do anything in life is nonexistent. The only things I genuinely enjoy doing is watching anime, browsing 4chan, playing video games, and weight training. I literally don't care about anything else. I don't like being social, I don't pursue sex or relationships, I don't see the point. I don't need sex when I can take care of my urges with masturbation and porn. And while I do crave the emotional bond with a women, it's futile, women don't like me anyway and most women my age are cold and shallow, only pursuing Chads for casual sex and milking betas for money. I don't care about changing the world, humans are fucked anyways. There's no particular subject in high school I enjoyed, I just pushed through and graduated because its what I was told to do and didn't want to disappoint my parents. But now that I'm an adult I've realized I find it hard to care about anything. I've got "my whole life ahead of me" yet I think about ending my life multiple times daily. And I've been thinking like this for years. What should I do with my life guys? Should I just kill myself? There's an extremely low chance of me reproducing or getting a meaningful job that contributes to society so I feel like I'd be doing the world a favor by killing myself. Sure, the funeral would cost something but that's nothing compared to all the resources I would drain by continuing on. All the air I would breathe, all the food I would consume, all the wasted energy. Better saved for useful people who might have a chance of improving our world.
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>go to uni
>get a comfy job
>40k salary
>buy apartment
>still shitpost
problem solved
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>>37636830
>Better saved for useful people
No such thing.
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>>37636830
someday even 4chan and video games will become empty
two illusions you need to stop believing in to feel better: the disappointment of others, and "wasting" resources
such things are only in your head, and the sooner you clear your head of it, the sooner you will feel better
you say you find it hard to care, but that's wrong, you care too much, and you can't focus on things that would make you feel less like a shell because you're too focused on bullshit
do NOT allow yourself to die in the name of illusions
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Just do it you fucking retard
You're either going to stay a motivationless autist or you're going to change. If it is the former then it won't matter that you wasted years of your life, if it is the latter you will be completely fucked.
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Stay in school even if it is really unpleasant, I dropped put and it was not a good decision, I make only $22k at my unskilled labor job and there are so many more opportunities that open up if you have a degree. Even if you have a degree in something like women's studies employers will nearly always pick the person with the degree for a white collar job that pays a living wage over the person who doesn't have a degree. Having a degree shows that you are able to stick to something and pursue it for four years and that is a trait employers like, the type of the degree is often totally irrelevant for many office jobs.
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>>37637166
What do you mean by wasting resources?
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>>37636830
>humans are fucked anyways
Meh, you'd think that. We might not be. What if you just went for something weight training related so that you can get out of school and doing something weight training related?
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>>37636830
Fuck university, have you thought about trucking or diesel mechanic? I did trucking then diesel mechanic. That was 11 years ago...... and;
>women don't like me anyway
Hmmmmm... i think it's your social skills. I have 2 manlet fat Mexicans with 8/10 wifes....
>(maybe it's the fact they were ex-gangsters)
Think about the jobs I mentioned...
>tfw started with $53k salary ten years ago
>tfw it's now $68k
>tfw I grow a dozen plants of cannabis for an additional $23k
Good luck Anon
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