i wish i didnt pussy out of suicide

>>37635807
There are three things holding me back
>My dad is disabled and would probably sell his house to pay for my funeral
>I am a huge pussy who is too afraid
>My dog would miss me

>>37635807
you can always try again anon.

>>37635807
Its all up to you man, do it or don't either way it doesn't affect me.

>>37635807
if i had a gun with one bullet id be dead already.

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>>37635807
I was about to kill myself and then I listened to a 911 call of a little kid finding his older brother dead from a gun suicide. I've never heard so much pain in someone's voice.
Maybe it hit me especially hard because he sounded to be the same age as my brother, but I can't bring myself to end it because of that

>>37636125
thanks
I might do it one day.
it makes me cry that Aya hates me
but fuck it
theres no hope
what am i even alive for

I am glad you didn't because I don't want you to die. You are my friend for posting here with me and I would be sad if you did that to yourself.