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>I liked you better when you were funny.
IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT MAKE IT END MAKE IT ALL END PLEASE I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE ITS NOT WORTH IT

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organlamo

Anon I've been in the exact same boat as you. I used to do stupid voices and push the envelop for cheap laughs. I feel like everything I say has to be some god damned obnoxious one-liner. As I've gotten older I realize that all I wanted was attention and these people were laughing at me - not with me. I went through a pretty shitty time last year and got depressed. I didn't say much and never really cracked any jokes. People stopped hanging out with me and said I was too depressing. (Admittedly I was, I do get subconsciously theatrical about everything) Basically the conclusion that I've come to is that I need new friends. This is for a lot of reasons but I feel like the only way to stop being "that funny guy" is to just start over as "the quiet weird guy."

Yes this is me. Been like this since middle school and I'm currently out of college.

Have been lucky enough to have good one on one friends but in a group setting I'm always the monkey or clown. Feels like no one respects me or gives a shit about my feelings/thoughts.

Idk how to have any other role because if I don't act like that people actively avoid me.