Feels thread? I feel super lonely right now.
I'm here for you anon even if we're millions of miles away <3
>listening to random futuristic sounding music
>agonizing about how I'll never see the post-scarcity future
>realize I'll never be able to see the galaxy
>stuck in this primitive shit era
>will die a shitty death by 2060 of old age
>>37633139
Listening to this
https://youtu.be/2JHE862oj2E
I'm very lonely. Sometimes, I wish a cougar women would force herself onto me.
>>37633139
My ex was/is my oneitis and broke me.
Every evening i fall into despair.
Working hard to exercise, eat well, and work towards being successful to stick it to her since I know her life will suck.
Been drinking more each night to keep the feelings at bay, but that isn't sustainable.
I just want her to be mine again.
I'm finding it really hard to have any feels lately, what does this mean.
>>37633297
Same, got ghosted out of now where a couple days a go and i want to die lol
hey maybe you should have stopped being a piece of shit before she had no choice but to go away
>>37633139
Same anon, I used to have a friend I could cuddle with, but she said we can't anymore. It was literally the only thing that I looked forward to for months at a time. I don't have many friends to begin with and now I have nothing to look forward to.
Eat, work, lift, sleep ad infinitum
>>37633750
Someones projecting lol
>tfw part of me hates her and the other part loves her
>tfw had a dream about her last night
>tfw she hasn't texted me back
I don't know what to do anymore. She was the only thing that kept me going.
>>37633139
I have that feeling all the time. Stay strong anon.
>>37633139
here's your feels, robrother. we're here if you need
>>37633139
If it makes you feel better, we love you. Never heard those words from my mother or father, so I hope it means something from me
I just got back from a surprise party my family threw for my Grandparent's 50th anniversary. When we were all together my granddad pulled out a ring for my grandmother and sang for her. They're still so in love with each other. It's great and I love them but hit hard about how alone I'm feeling. I'm actually trying to meet people and get out more but it feels like I'll always be alone. Like some people just aren't worth loving and don't deserve it. I just want to find someone who cares about me and loves me. Does shit ever get better man.
>>37633691
I wasnt ghosted but I treated her great and she treated all her friends better than me.
Wasnt amazing but there are great things about her she just didnt want to share that side of herself with me.
The sex was amazing, all sorts of grrat kinks, just so much good but she turned it bad with her toxicity and made me out to be bad because i wanted some level of involvement with her.
Drinking now so i dont feel so bad, but it sucks so much. Taking her to a music fest at the end of june and we will fuck a bunch unless i find a better girl to take to stick it to her.
Either way ill be in better shape by then and i know she will be all into that, but bluh, i just can not get her off my mind.
I legit dream about her every other night, she is the first thing on my mind when i wake up each morning.
Just kill me now.
>>37633139
What's up man ? How was your day ?
>>37634058
not really compadre - it's common sense that if you didn't fuck up she'd still be around.
>>37634783
Get one of them online chat things like discord or some shit, anon. You just meet new people. Eventually one of them turns out to be a chick. Eventually after that one has to take a liking to you. Worked for me.
>inb4 botnet, bad memes, etc
Who honestly gives a fuck.
>>37633139
Moving in with my sister was a mistake. I forgot she's the most judgmental person ever. I'm pretty much a normie after 3 years of hard work but I'm still an introvert and I enjoy my time alone. I don't mind spending a night to myself. I don't crave 24/7 interaction with others like she does. This bothers her. Fuck, just leave me alone, I'm ok spending the night alone, listening to music. The worst part is when she pretends to be introverted and awkward too. If you get home from a long day at work of dealing with angry customers and clients and your idea of "relaxing" is going to a bar, sorry, you're not an introvert.
>>37635109
I've been playing around a lot on discord recently. I always had trouble posting in things like chats and forums which is why I like 4chan's anonymity so much. But I guess it's a start
>had other relationships in the past that fucked with my sense of trusting someone
>its really easy for me to let someone go at this point so im always in a 'defense mode'
>meet cute girl
>talk nonstop
>we both end up realizing we need eachother
>i want to trust her but i cant
>i want to love her but i cant
>i really wanna try but i cant
>it feels like i love her and at the same time i hate her
life fucking sucks.
>>37633139
Not really sure what I feel. It's sort of nostalgic, like I find myself thinking back to when I was a kid and still enamored with the world. I miss that. I miss when holidays were filled with happiness, where Halloween was exciting and Christmas was magical. Now they're just days that are more anticlimactic than anything. But I still wish it was winter.
As each year goes by I feel like I lose more and more of myself. Every year I shut myself off from the world a little more. I enjoy life less and less, and I get more and more tired.
watching this guy's videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWM4bJNpch0
crying and thinking about how fucked we are
>>37635822
holy shit anon, you're me but opposite
>have never had any relationships and am emotionally stunted as a result
>damn near impossible for me to let anyone go, for fear of abandonment
>know this girl through high school
>talk rarely, but enough
>i can't get enough of her, even though she tells me she doesn't like me that way
>i trust her with everything about myself, even though I shouldn't
>i love her with every part of my being, even though she doesn't
>i try harder than i ever have before in my life
>it feels like I love her and at the same time i hate her
at least the ending is the same. life always fucking sucks.
>>37633139
I feel shit knowing my bf isn't over his ex
>>37637785
let him go. when people are like that theres just no cure and you're just risking too much, like everything youve said and felt for example.
>>37637801
I just found out recently after a year together, I don't even think I've processed all of it yet
Just got over an unhealthy dedication to a girl who led me on for months. Whenever she would sense I was getting over her she would say she loves me and I would stick around. Just told her to go fuck herself and no matter how many times she says it I don't care. feelsbetterman.jpg
Everything gets better my robrothers, hang in there
>>37637686
trust me anon, just let her go even if its incredibly hard for you. you know stuff is just gonna get worse and that she isnt worth everything youve felt because she doesnt appreciate it. sticking to someone like that will only make you a worse person for everyone and for yourself.
what im telling you may not change your opinion or actions, but trust me when i say its the right choice.
im the anon you replied to btw
>>37637833
trust me when i say shit isn't gonna get better. i know it sucks but his heart belongs to someone else who also might not want him anymore. so, either way he's already fucked and you should keep going with your life at this point.
This one always gets me. Just why could'nt you love me back?
feelsposting is gay
>>37637859
I'll try, but I can guarantee you that I'll fail. Just like every other facet of my life. Thanks for caring, anon. I hope everything works out for you.
>>37637925
even if you know you'll fail, at least dont forget what i've said because you actually really made me care.
good luck, anon.
>>37637890
You're right anon, thanks, it just hurts for now, I don't want to be hung up like him.
>>37637963
pain is temporal. don't worry, anon
>i will never be special to anyone
>everyone i open up to drifts away
>i will never be truely cared about by anyone
>no one will ever come to me first for company
>no one will ever pm, text, or call me just wanting to talk
>no one will ever invite me first to anything
>no one will ever invite me at all to anything
>no one will ever care enough to ask how im feeling
Im so fucking lonely every waking hour is pure toture. Standing in a crowed surrounded by people im still utterly alone. I just wish people would talk to me. Humans wernt ment to live like this... i feel so damn sick...
>>37637891
This hit me really hard.
>turned 22 last year
>high school and college was filled with rejection and missed opportunities
>consciously aware that I missed out on young love but it didn't bother me that much
>meet a 20 year old qt 3.14
>fall harder for her than I thought was even possible
>she's already taken
>I'll never be with her
>in a month or so I'll probably never see her again and she'll never know how I felt about her
>I'll probably spend years thinking of her and the life we might've had
>>37638135
I'm a year down the road from where you are. Can confirm, it doesn't go away.