what do you hate the most about yourself anon?
>>37631652
I don't, I'm the best person I know.
Well it actually is Felix Argyle, because he is litteraly perfect but whatever.
>>37631652
My inability to let people in and my inability to change myself.
I tell myself and the world that I'm a caring person with good intentions, obsess over being a good person constantly, then just end up getting drunk and doing a bunch of bad stuff.
Fuck.
I don't like my face. It's ugly, I'm out here giving eggman a run for his money.
I don't like my voice either.
>>37631652
Lack of motivation. I just don't want to do anything.
I get nostalgic too much & I feel like shit most of the time. That & people never listen to me.
>>37631652
>i acted on my desires and ruined my family
>i could fuck a few girls but i was a sperg and didn't
>i have no desire or motivation to achieve anything
>besides all of that the thing i hate the most is that i am still beloved by my family
>i can't fulfill their expectations they hope i have a family and be happy on my own
>>37631652
my slight potbelly. its what makes me so insecure
>>37631652
Isn't this naked gorilla background?
Anxiety, shyness overthinking the simplest things, worrying about things that dont matter, letting things that no one even remembers get to me.
>>37631869
it is a background in a russian vn called everlasting summer my dude.
My apathy.
I could fix so many of my problems and get so much done if only I could give a damn.
that i fail at everything. i can't create, i can't change, i can't grow or improve, i can't attract or keep people interested, i can't lose weight, i can't build muscle and it isn't for a lack of trying. i talk to people all the time, i spend time every day trying to create, i only eat 1500 calories a day, i do 200 push-ups 200 crunches everyday, i run 2 miles every other day. i am still uninteresting, unintelligent, without friends and overweight and i don't know what i am doing wrong but i sense that there is something wrong with me, some evil or terrible thing in me that filters all of the good things i think into bad actions and bad results like i am cursed
>>37631652
That I can't live how I truly want in this world. That I gotta live by the rules of the people!
>My crippling ADHD
>My social Anxiety
>My low self esteem
So basically everything
average at best face.
>>37631836
That's called depression. Get meds.
>>37631938
200 push ups and 200 crunches is not enough to build muscle plus you need more variety in your routine. Also if you want to build muscle you need to be in a hypercaloric hyperproteic diet. It's also unlikely that you will be able to lose weight and build muscle at the same time.
>>37632147
Um sure why not.
original comment kek
>>37631652
The fact that I can recognise my laundry list of faults, and yet I remain too unmotivated and apathetic to actually go about fixing any of them.
>>37632340
>tfw I do not want to be a neet but I'm probably going to become a neet because of this
>>37632224
i just want to be thin and attractive. how can i even do that
>>37632340
There is a feel resonance in sector (you)
>>37632340
Me too.That and being a dude.
>>37631872
Same dude i hate being like that
my fat and acne the most, that's not including having no hips and no breasts and just being overall ugly
>>37631652
i keep people at a distance in fear of hurting myself
>>37631652
my nonstop worrying
my stupidity
i overreact to bullshit
i have empathy
Inability to concentrate. I can't get anything done because my mind starts to wander and if I try really hard to focus I get nauseous
>>37631652
The fact that I've let myself get mentally stunted since high school, while knowing it was happening 100% of the way. Little things make me question my intelligence like misspelling a word I've types a bazillion times, or not being able to do a simple X + X equation without struggling for a few seconds/using a calculator.
>>37634583
typed*
My point exactly.
>below average height womanlet
would be really shitty if ever I have a son who'll be under 152 cm
I'm hard to like.
>>37631652
I don't want to do fucking anything ever I also sleep at 11 in the morning to wake up at 6pm so it's not like I'm going to be doing much,
>>37631652
my face and awkward personality
>>37631652
>what do you hate the most about yourself anon?
That I'm still alive.
I hate that I don't know what I hate the most about myself. I've always thought I'm pretty good at introspection but the more I think about myself the more I realize I don't. I'm kind of a hypocrite too.
>>37631652
The fact that I have no goals and want pretty much just the bare minimum without having to work.
At the same time Im too much of a pussy to an hero.
I just live on... That bothers me
>>37631652
i dont know but i feel like i piss everyone off wherever I go
i wish i was invisible fuckk
I hate that I'm a lazy fuck that always gets cucked on for his weight. I'm not even that fat, I've just always been skinny up until this point, and I feel like a fat cunt the way I am, but I'm not striving to improve it at all, just sitting around being a beta.
My height and girly features
Whenever I try to start any self improvement like learning a skill or working out I give it up after a few weeks. I don't like my current lifestyle, but I'm lazy and content enough to never improve myself.
Deep down I think if I worked harder I wouldn't have any problems and my fate is ultimately taking a bad turn due to things entirely within my control.
That and mortality. Few nights a week since I was 5.
I long to have real life friends and go to meet ups but my old habits bring me back to the computer day after day. If I sit down at the comp too long I start to get really down.
My social inadequacy. It's hindered me all my life. I could have been successful, my options were always open. All I've ever cared about was being a person and experiencing life, love, the way I'd envisioned. It is a point I do not think I shall ever reach.
>>37631938
2 miles is not enough to loose weight. Aim for 6 miles 3 times a week and eat more vegetables and less bad food.
You can do it anon.
>>37638176
6 miles is 10k nigger are you crazy?
>>37631652
My self hatred
>hate myself
>think I'm an autistic retard
>applying to med school...again
>already fucked up the first time, don't see how my """improvements""" during gap year changed anything significantly
>think everyone hates me/am a burden to everyone
>ask professors for letters of recommendation again
>all say yes
>one wants me to write one for myself, which he will revise lightly then submit under his name
Fuck, how the fuck am I supposed to do that? I cannot think of a single good thing about myself to put down.
>>37631652
My dark circles under my eyes
Unfortunately the time I spend outside or sleeping doesnt affect anything. I get 8 hours of sleep my entire life and still have them. Apparently I inherited them from my mom who has them too. Not sure what the casue is exactly but I have to wear glasses. Without them I would be 8.5/10
I don't know why, but I still do
big dinaric nose
only 5'11
need glasses
skinny fat
black hair brown eyes rest of family is bright. 18 of 22 people have grey eyes. 2 have blue eyes. Only me and my mom have brown eyes.
I work as a forklift driver in a warehouse
low self esteem
talking with people is exhausting for me but still i want being around others.
Im lame and average at best...
Low self esteem
Little to no confidence
Overthinking about dumb shit
My incompetence in everything
I keep self deprecating to ease my pain about it but it makes me sound like a huge retard
I give up easily
I lose motivation in a lot of activities
No motivation to improve myself
I keep thinking I'll become a failure in life
Socially inept
I probably could improve my situation but my mental status doesn't allow me to
Pretty much your average beta "male"
I don't want to talk about my problems to anyone in my life, thinking that I'll just be a burden to them and they'll probably call me a pissy fag for being so weak
>Inb4 same shit happens here
>will never smell a woman in my life
I feel like I want to commit suicide because it's the easiest way out of this
>>37631652
I hate my complete unwillingness to do anything productive.
>>37636755
tfw you just do nothing but fap to hentai while hating yourself but not changing anything as well. Why am i doing this to myself? Just laziness?
>>37638533
I am so incompetent i can not even do basic warehouse work. I just am too autistic and clumsy for it. You work for your own money. You are okay.
I'm a coward that's afraid of confrontation.
>>37631652
No motivation. Can't be assed to do a damn thing.
I've flaked out on a lot of work because I just wasn't interested in it.
I just don't put in the effort to be friendly to people, just not interested in it.
Too apathetic even for self-preservation. Lol.
I used to have more "life" in me. But along the way it mostly got killed off.
It's like my soul developed a calcified layer around it that's become a nearly impenetrable, cold shell. I don't want to make friends anymore. I don't want any relationships. I don't want to express how I feel or share my opinions on anything. I just want to survive until I die. I don't want to take a chance getting hurt any more. I feel enough pain on the daily, I can't handle much more. So I keep myself to myself as best as possible. I've just lost the perspective that told me there was greater reward than risk for opening up to others and to new experiences. It just doesn't seem worth it any more.
>>37631652
My inability to properly empathize with others
I'll always have to fake social queues and emotions just to be able to fit into society
Big battle between my physical appearance and my mentality which end up always demotivating me for everything
my autistic tendencies and self-centredness. i wish i could care about other people as much as myself. plus i'm attracted to my own sister, which is fucking degenerate
>>37631652
I hate how aimless I am and how I feel everything is just pointless. I don't understand how other people can have something they can work towards, it's just something I can't imagine (probably because my retarded brain doesn't have an ounce of imagination anyway). I on the other hand am just going through the motions, not deliberately doing things because I want to and instead just getting swept in the flow. When there was a brief want to do something I quickly ended up telling myself that it wasn't worth it or that I'm not capable of it anyway and so nothing changes. Calling me a human being would be too flattering. I'm more like an animal that is only just staying alive.
>>37631652
The fact that my personality is so rotten that I no one will ever like me romantically.
Also my imaginary friend is a part of me, so I guess I don't really like "him" either.
>>37640751
Can you tell me more about that friend? What is he like?
>>37631778
There's no need to be a good person. Just do what's best for yourself.
>>37641282
He's a persona I made as a kid (no friends) to argue against me so I could get an equal viewpoint on things, nowadays he's basically the same but an asshole. At times when I have panic attacks he's most apparent, since I use him to calm myself down through self-degradation.
>>37631652
How everything is my fault
>>37632340
This
I treat my family like shit and I know it but I can't stop doing it.
>>37644078
Maybe you actually have reasons to treat them like that or just want to distance yourself from them.
>>37631652
i sacrificed my life prospects because i thought loyalty to one girl was the best thing to do. went to a top 10 college but turned down job offers to support her. she left me once she got into professional school. fell into depression after not getting any job offers back in my home town. got scammed working for a "startup" that went bankrupt in 6 months. friends and family constantly pitied me so i ditched them. now i'm a neet. invested all my money in shitty stocks and lost most of it. missed ethereum at $5 because i thought it was a scam. want to kill myself. that's my life story at 27
Giving up too easily
>>37631652
My lack of work ethic & inability to mature.
Next week I'm most likely throwing my peachy future down the fucking toilet.
>>37631652
The fact that i once had friends, but i was too autistic even for them, i screwed up my chance at a social life really really bad.
Now that im an adult i will never see them again and i never even apologized.
It just goes to show me that im a useless robot, i should have never tried in the first place.
>>37631652
The fact I'm still alive.
>>37631652
I have such a drive for self improvement, yet because of lack of motivation a huge fear of failure I don't and only go for short term rewards
>>37632072
Same here anon, let's be spaz's together