Tired of trying and failing at college for basically 2 years, only ever done 5 classes to completion, have a job that allows me to pay back the small debt I have and sign up for classes for the next semester and take them
I feel exhausted mentally and physically, I would say spiritually but I'm not religious
I'm faced with either renting a place with two people I don't trust in order to try to throw parties, but I will have to ride off of their social networks, and the networks of a handful of other people I know who may or may not even want to do this and may or may not even be around anymore when the time comes
Or to abandon it, the other two people will probably not have anything to do with me anymore, and sign up for classes and go into a normal college semester and just hope I somehow stumble into getting a girlfriend or maybe weasel my way into a random party and end up somehow hooking up with a girl or who knows what, when I've already tried that twice and both times failed (I didn't go to college the 2nd or 4th semesters) (spring 2016 and spring 2017)
Should I just get an escort and end it already?
Thoughts from people who have done it before?
>>37623185
i would rent with 2 other people and leech off their social networks. I didn't live with the people who were socially savvy, but they were my friends from outside college. I'd basically let them invite people over and it always turned into a huge party. I fucked plenty of girls for literally just having a house to party at and a room to take them to
>>37623185
You're in college, just get tinder. Western women on campus' are like degenerate fish in barrel.
>>37624507
That was basically the plan but I don't trust the only two people I can find who both are willing to room with me and *supposedly* have the money
Neither one of them is reliable financially, one gets something like 80% of their money under the table and is constantly living paycheck to paycheck and who's entire story doesn't add up (way too much to talk about), the other is a NEET minus working at walmart,
I have an extremely strong feeling that I will get financially ruined if I live with them, no parties will be thrown, and I'll be legally bound to a 12 month 1200 dollar per month lease with 0 to show for it
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