Guys, I feel empty. I started to take medication for about a year now, because of my depression, my doctor also told that I have severe anxiety and some autistic traits. I feel alone and the more I think about the world or politics, the less I want to be part of it. I don't have the balls to become an hero and nothing stimulate me anymore. I despise normies, because they are stupid and ignorant enough to have fun. I just want a cute gf and some way to find happiness. I'm afraid to get up in the morning and go to uni, there's no point in going there and I know it, everything I do is pointless. help plz
don't leave me alone guys plz
>>37614614
I feel almost the same as you bro, i'ven experimenting simptoms of anxiety and depression, but im too fucking poor to got to a psychiatrist, i recently finished high school, and since, "vacations" if you can call then that had consisted of me laying in bed looking at my phone for hours, and even tho i have a gf i feel very alone because i can only see her once a week, i have no fucking money to go out with friends (if the only two i have can count) and i am so deseperate to want to be independent and move out my parents home, but they are controlling AF, even because of that some hours ago i had an argument with my mother because she is messing a lot with my relationship, i am fucking tired of everything at this point, i feel like disappearing from everyone's life, i could make them happy.
I am really tired.