happiness and relationships

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how can i deal with loneliness?

I had a relationship about 1 and a half years ago, first and only one, and i really liked that girl.
never did i intent to touch her, nor did i look at her in any "bad" way, i truly loved to have her by my side.
now i am in a situation wich i go through every year, when i visit my old school, and i am sure she is there.

It always bothers my, because i still dream with her, it haunts me.
I am not some sort of maniac, it's just a dream, i always meet her, and everything is fine, and nothing went wrong in our relationship, and when i am about to say "i love you" i wake up, and realize my life's shitty, and she probably doesn't even remember i exist.

Now i don't know what to do, every day reality hits me harder (could also read "depression").

would anyone want to share some advice on what to do/say when i see her?

Also, would anyone here want to share stories/toughts about this subject?

thank you all, have a good night.

G.