How do you deal with knowing that you're kept around largely

no one even talks to me to give them morale support, now how does that feel OP?

>>37613494
I just realised I do this to one of my friends..
Sorry T,
I guess I just don't like you as much as my other friends and you always listen to my problems even though you give shit advice. Hell I don't even know if you're really my friend, more like an emotional tampon. I haven't replied to your message from 2 days ago lol
Also you're a loser so talking to you helps me feel better about myself

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>>37613494

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I stoped having friends and started having acquaintances. Friends only disapoint and after highschool i just droped everyone. Its simple being alone but it isnt easy.

>>37613494
>imblying
I don't talk to people about their feelings unless they ask me for advice some shit and then most of the time I tell them to just stop being faggots who overthink things and sabotage themselves

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>>37613494
I accept the fact that people come to me to deal with their sadness or anxieties because I know a good deal about them. I've been told a lot that my "wisdom" is appreciated and even that I saved their lives with words of kindness and empathy.

But I know nothing of what it's like to be happy. That world is completely alien to me and so I cannot share it with them. I don't blame them for not including me in it, people have tried but I'm completely clueless on that subject. I've never felt it and can't understand it.

>>37613537
This post is exactly what came to mind when I saw this thread. Thanks for posting it, wish I knew how that guy was doing.

>>37613537
This is pretty much accurate to how I feel. As soon as I help someone through a rough patch and boost them up, I'm kinda forgotten. The only things that stop suicide via brass candy is the question of how everyone else would take it. It is a selfish thing to do, but there is nothing else I can be selfish in. I don't lead a worthwhile life, I don't think. And I don't think I will.