>be standard robot
>bad at socializing
>depressed
>spends most time at home
>browse 4chan
>gets bored
>watch porn, fap, cum
Repeat x7
>common porn doesn't get me off anymore
>penis is exhausted and flaccid but fapping is my only pleasure moment
>gets better when i imagine fucked up scenarios with classmates
>start looking for more fetish porn
>penis is really weary after three faps per day
>just cummed to a black-on-white cum licking cuckhold video
>tfw that was the only video that really made you hard
Any robots constantly looking for the more fucked up stuff here as they go along? I don't want to give up on porn at all but I feel terrible after jacking off to a dude licking semen off a girl's vagina. How can normie porn arouse me again?
>>37609979
>penis is really weary after three faps per day
Lol I bet you take a break in between orgasms scrub.
>>37609979
I'm having this same problem
Ive been taking diphenhydramine pretty much every night to enhance my orgasm, but the past week or so, I've noticed that I'm becoming rapidly desensitized both mentally and physically.
Usually I could just fap to whatever looked interesting on /gif/, but now I have to watch piss/scat vids to even consider coming close to orgasm.
>>37609979
are you underage ?
>tfw i have faped to rape videos when /ftg/ existed and many more fucked up stuff
now i just need any video because i realized i can fap to something easy to find instead of looking for good stuff.
got lazy
>>37609979
As someone who is much further down the road than you, let me tell you what happened to me.
In my teenage years I started jerking off to bikini models and bra models in catalogs. Then I progressed to the internet and (at the time) 30 second porn clips, and years later full-length porn.
Eventually, all the porn and hentai and fetishes were no longer enough, so I turned to paying real women for sex. I quickly caught herpes, I've been infected with several STIs over the years and in 2014 the condom broke with an escort I was fucking (but luckily nothing came of that). I've also secretly recorded some of my encounters with prostitutes and uploaded some of them online.
It keeps getting worse over time, it's just like being addicted to a drug. My advice is to do whatever you can to get out now before you're too deep in to get out.
>>37610144
>before you're too deep in to get out.
It already feels like it is. I don't want to give up on pornography, nay, but I'd rather just scale down my constant search for high. Right now only cuckhold videos get me off. Tomorrow it may be rape. It could be gays (already jerked off to traps and grown tired of it).
>>37610093
>now i just need any video because i realized i can fap to something easy to find instead of looking for good stuff.
I don't think you comprehend my problem.
>>37609979
Go to your classroom look at your classmates then go to the bathroom and fap thinking of them