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Anyone else /noteating here? 2017-06-09 06:17:39 Post No. 37605009
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>1 year ago my whore of a mother became set in destroying her family, instead of splitting with my Dad in a normal, sane way.
>Trying to threaten my Dad and being disrespectful and abuse. Threatening him with lawyers, yelling, having arguments in front of friends and family, being a cunt in general.
>After 9 months I stuck by my Dad, trying to help him through the pain, trying to convince him to finally divorce her.
>He backed out of his word and is now "happily" back with the whore that I have for a mother.
>I was so distraught at the disappointment I just went into shock. I stopped going out, I stopped attending college, I just stay in my room all day.
>I don't eat, at least not their food because I don't want to be part of their family anymore, I want to move with my sister away from these people. I have lost probably 20 pounds since I stopped eating regularly. Slowly I started going on "streaks" of days without eating much food. First it was 1 day, then 2 and so on. I haven't eaten anything in 4 days. A part of me is ok if I die from anorexia, really hope I do, if I am being honest, having said that I am not really trying to die. I just can't eat their food. When I am really hungry I just go out and eat by myself.
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>get decent job
>move away with sister
>start eating again
>be happy with your sister, support each other
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>>37605009
what do you hope to gain from this? Stop grieving or "protesting" or whatever the fuck you are doing and keep moving. Not eating is no joke you could die without ever going anorexic. Your body can literally begin to fail if you do drastic shit like starve it from nutrients for so long
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>>37605009
>be born with shitty mental problems
>cant feel emotions
>fast 3 times a week to atone for my sins in hope that god will bless me with emotions
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>>37605009
if you do on plan to die then it's time to man the fuck up and actually get the hell away from them. forget food; they're paying your rent. cram that shit down your throat and go out job-searching. it's piss-easy to find a job when you're young and healthy (EAT) and you can move out after like two months.
Ok, you're in shock or whatever. But you need to start looking forward too; what you're doing is not sustainable and accomplishes nothing. get a job and then move in with a friend or your sister or something--nobody is going to pay your way once you leave the house so you're going to have to become self-sufficient or sick it up and deal with them.
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