Tired of trying and failing at college for basically 2 years, only ever done 5 classes to completion, have a job that allows me to pay back the small debt I have and sign up for classes for the next semester and take them
I feel exhausted mentally and physically, I would say spiritually but I'm not religious
I'm faced with either renting a place with two people I don't trust in order to try to throw parties, but I will have to ride off of their social networks, and the networks of a handful of other people I know who may or may not even want to do this and may or may not even be around anymore when the time comes
Or to abandon it, the other two people will probably not have anything to do with me anymore, and sign up for classes and go into a normal college semester and just hope I somehow stumble into getting a girlfriend or maybe weasel my way into a random party or who knows what, when I've already tried that twice and both times failed (I didn't go to college the 2nd or 4th semesters) (spring 2016 and spring 2017)
Should I just get an escort and end it already?
Thoughts from people who have done it before?
>>37602151
I would probably fuck an escort to take the edge off. I think your first time will be somewhat scary but escorts are expert level at it, specially escorts with short stints in porn (these are the best).I fucked an escort 5 months after finishing high school. Best decision I ever made. Was a good way of closing that "virgin loser" chapter of my life.
>>37602151
>I don't trust in order to try to throw parties
Stopped reading there.
Fuck off normie.