Reasons you haven't killed yourself yet pic related

>>37599284
Bumping for interest in original

>>37599284
Mom and one friend would be devastated. And psychedellics once a month help me curb the urges. But really when my mom dies id probably heavily turn towards following through the thoughts I have daily and off myself.

The only other thing is to become a dad I think and spread my good genes into another generation. But who am I kidding with that? I'm a social autist.

Last girl that showed interest in me I had a panic attack in front of. And she completely tried to help comfort me, during and after it. I ended up reading her cause I was completely embarrassed since she saw me like that after only like the 3rd time we hung out

>>37599563
Deading*

>>37599284
that's what they want

that's what you want

>>37599284
I wouldn't want to upset/bother my parents, they seem happy lately

>>37599284
Thats a lot of work to do for no real provable benefit and i've recently started to genuinely enjoy the act of making money even if I don't really use it.

Because glorifying depression and suicide is a jewish trick and I'm not gonna fall for it.