>be me
>everyone says being on this board makes me depressed, makes me worse, etc
>say what the hell and decide I'll do an experiment
>decide to quit 4chan and see if I'll become a normie
>stop browsing /r9k/ 2 months ago
>literally have nothing to do all day, just go on walks and contemplate life
>get super depressed and moody
>attempt suicide
>wake up in the hospital
>can barely move my hands now because of the damage
Don't fall for the "leave this site it's bad for you" meme like I did
>>37589691
I'm not sad because I'm here. I'm here because I'm sad.
>>37589691
>>37589691
>an barely move my hands now because of the damage
post pics of scars with timestamp or it didn't happen
>>37589790
It didn't happen, I was just using the story to prove a point
>>37589691
>>attempt suicide
>>wake up in the hospital
How hard is it to kill yourself? Why do so many people fail at suicide?
>>37589768
This, but actually I'm not sad anymore, now this is just a habit.
I'm kinda wary of most environmental explanations for mental illness except trauma. I think that genetics and very early (before year 3) trauma accounts for almost everything.
Wanting to be a happier person is kind like wanting to be taller. Antidepressants help, but you'll never be a "happy camper".
You can get used to anything though. If you stop wondering how others experience life, you can be okay
Lying like that is annoying.
Did you kill yourself because of a healthier existence? Good. Go fuck yourself you piece of shit.
>>37590465
Harder than you think, they human body is surprisingly resilient, plenty of people that aren't just looking for attention fuck it up
>>37589691
>/r9k/ is bad for you, it makes your problems worse
>that means leaving it will fix all my pre-existing problems!
Maybe it's your fault for being retarded.
>>37589691
I semi-quit 4chan about 6 months ago.
I only come here on evenings and weekends. My life has finally started improving. I've lost weight, I'm actually looking for a job, I'm no longer in a shit mood constantly, I have a normal sleeping pattern, I started studying from home for my future career.
This place is shit. I wish I had never found out about it 10 years ago.