/schizo/ general

>>37583029
Paranoid schizophrenia. Not as bad as it used to be two years ago. I can even go without meds now. Have a GF and like life again, University is going great and I couldn't be happier.

>>37583044
Hi schizochad

>>37583054
>30+ different sexual partners
>6"0
>170lbs
>Dark blonde hair and blue eyes
>Most of my friends are autists who do computer science

Why am I Chad?

>>37583029
do you ever go in psychosis and play with your penis and not know it?

>>37583069
its easy for gay guys to have sex so not much to brag about I could go on Grindr right now and fuck 30 dif dudes in one day

>>37583029
in a episode would you ever suck another man off and blame it on being schiz?

>>37583044
until you snap and kill her or do some school shooting bec the devil told you to

>>37583029
Schizoid personality disorder here
Brief psychotic disorder as well which has thankfully stopped.
Alert all the time and therefor vulnerable to paranoia.

Thank fuck the psychotic episodes were brief and didn't cause too much trouble for anyone but myself, can't imagine that shit lasting months.
Can't function for shit though.

>>37583153
did you suck anyone off in the hospital?

>>37583186
No.
I was never carried off for psychosis, I managed to not do anything crazy while psychotic and therefor stay out of forced stays.

>>37583081
>Implying I'm a fag.

>>37583071
Nah, I mostly remember everything during my psychotic episode. Psychosis isn't like you imagine I think.
>>37583113
I don't think I would ever do that, but if I did, sure why not blame it on schizo. I did other crazy shit while being psychosis that I blamed on being psychotic as a legal defense and it worked..

>>37583029
PTSD and borderline personality disorder here. I have a long family history of psychosis, and am on the verge of a drug-induced one. Honestly, I just constantly feel fucked mentally and am just a NEET at this point.

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>>37583339
>>>37583029 (OP)
>PTSD and borderline personality disorder here. I have a long family history of psychosis, and am on the verge of a drug-induced one. Honestly, I just constantly feel fucked mentally and am just a NEET at this point.

I'm in the same shoes as you but I'm fighting anon I'm fighting really hard. As of this year I enrolled in community college at the age of 22 and I been busting my ass trying to get a job. I don't want to fail I won't fall to this illness like my other relatives have. Im not diagnosed with anything yet but i feel like it's coming(extreme paranoia/anxiety, my ears get warm as if someone is talking by them). I want to have a family someday, with a nice house and car. I will be fucking damned if I give up.

>>37583029
Paranoid schizoaffactive here. Life is okay but I get bullied alot on /r9gay/. I hold a job where it's loud so it drains out the voices. I've fucked over 40 people, including one in a psych ward.

>>37583071
no

>>37583113
no

>>37583129
>implying i go to school

>>37583339
>borderline
get out with your fake disorder, please.

No but two of the girls I've dated have told me there were diagnosed, later in life
I want to learn more about it so I can be a better friend to those who are

>>37583696
You're much stronger than I am, anon. I've dropped out of school, don't have a job and am living at home. I had such big dreams as a kid, but now they're all worthless because I can't even leave the fucking house. I believe in you, though. You can do this.

>>37583767
>>>37583696 (You)
>You're much stronger than I am, anon. I've dropped out of school, don't have a job and am living at home. I had such big dreams as a kid, but now they're all worthless because I can't even leave the fucking house. I believe in you, though. You can do this.
>>37583767
Don't you fucking give up Robro if you don't want to go back to high school or college then learn a comfy trade, Electrician,Computer support Tech,office administration,Mechanic,plumbing. Most of these trades take 3 months at most to learn and the people that go to these school are men in their late early 30s. You won't have to deal with no chads or stacies. My mother 3 years ago cried for me because she didn't want to see me lay in bed all day and just give up because I have family members that have no choice but to lay in bed all day and collect a check. Don't fucking do this too yourself. Do you really want to be that guy who post "who 30yearold and over thread, get in here old fags"
This life will slip so God damn from your hands you wont even see it coming.