Why haven't you given up all hope yet anon?

I enjoy watching the world burn.

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>>37582768
First you dream then you realize that in reality its not gonna happen and that life was shit all along and you hate everyone coz they sre unironically pieces of shit

i dont hope anymore im just wasting time till im dead now. its over

oh yeah and success doesnt matter coz someone better is always there to brag and belittle any achievement you had.

>>37582768
I've deluded myself into thinking there are good things after death.

because i'm gonna force myself into this world.

I sort of did, but I don't have the balls to end myself, so I just am hopeful on a selfish, day-to-day basis. Past and future are worthless to think about.
"Today is the day I live."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XoGa10vYnXI

But I already have lostallhope bookmarked

I kissed a girl onetime. Maybe it can happen again and I'm not the unlovable sperg I think I am

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>>37582768
I don't know anymore, anon

I'm an optimist with the occasional suicidal thoughts. I will fix my life eventually I hope, but I have a back up if not.