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Another day, another _____
>>37557637
birthday
>25
>hhkv
>>37557637
>24 years and 11 months old
You guys think I could turn my life around in one month?
Complained yesterday, here's the aftermath.
>had first job interview today
>they were nice and i only said one inappropriate thing
>salary is lovely, work seems nice
>but it's in a town i don't like
I cannot believe that I am turning down jobs. I'm 27 without a day of work experience. I'd be making 2300 euros abroad, while the average wage in my country is 400 euros.
I'm turning it down because I don't want to live in a town which only has a population of 50 000 and is 3 hours away from a major town with a lot of things to do and an airport for travel.
JUST KILL ME SO I DONT HAVE TO MAKE DECISIONS OR LIVE
>>37557722
Why would a robot need a big city with "a lot of things to do"?
>>37557637
another day, another job application
>>37557770
Because of the anonymity.
I also spent a month in a big European city and I cannot go back now. I enjoy the public transport (I have no driver's license or car), I enjoyed the diverse places you could eat without seeming like a loser for always going there, free museums and aesthetically pleasing architecture and environment.
Despite rarely leaving my housing, I found all of those things essential into providing me with enough mental calmness so that I don't get despair attacks.
>>37557722
50k is huge enough to not be noticed. you're just looking for really weird excuses to avoid failure
>>37557637
Another void to fill
>>37557637
>tfw turning 30 this year
Weird feel
Well today is the day I put my training regime into play!
I wonder how many people who have posted in these threads have killed themselves...
>>37559041
I often wonder this too. A lot of people come here and talk about ending their life's,most I assume overly dramatic but makes you think about the brothas who offed themselves. I pour mouton dew for my robots who never made it.
I also wonder who made it out of this shithole and became a happier person. I'm sure there are many of those but you don't see their testimonies posted often.
>>37557722
>>37557847
Yes this is true. I've been stuck in a small city of 40-50k in south EU for the past 5-6 years. Life really sucks, everyone knows everyone, and on top of that I'm poor and it shows. Being an outcast in a small place is hell, at least in big cities you're free from constant judgement, you can walk and eat by yourself, and there's lot more people to meet, including people that are in the same situation as you are.
>34
>browsing 4chan
can't get much worse
Pretty sure all these years as NEET made my brain shrink
>easiest time period to get sex
>gonna die a virgin
>meet some robots my own age finally
>hang out with them
>I'm not a total cringefest
Happy right now, I just hope they didn't hate me.
.... How do I know?
>>37559802
I would be your friend, Anon
>>37560194
Do those silly brain puzzles, Anon
It'll help
>>37557637
>Another day, another _____
day in the pub alone getting checked out by qt girls multiple times yet never acknowledging them and just walking out when you finish your pint
gf is impossible when autism
>>37557637
Day of remedial work. I've been at this job for about a year now and I feel its all been a waste. Its a cushy do nothing job that pays decent but I know I could be doing more with my life but I just sit on my phone all day browsing a Laotian lithograph board.
>>37560537
Are you me?
Orridifaggage
>>37560632
Maybe
Do you also resent yourself for the fact that you could have been Chad had you not been gifted with total romantic ineptitude?
>>37557637
>Another day, another ___________
"Drinking and drugs binge". Every time it's something: cigarettes, alcohol, adderall, weed, or tramadol. Hell, if I can't get my hands on any of those I'll pop caffeine pills all day or snort Bendaryll until I start hallucinating. I don't think I've had a sober day since 2012.
It's frightening, really...I wonder what my mind looks like now compared to when I graduated high school. It's probably mush now t b h and it would sadden me to see the actual effects. I want to get off this ride but I don't know how.