What's the most fucked up thing about you?

I'm probably schitzo and think some group or entity is manipulating my mind with forced thoughts I used to think it was devil and it may be but religion gets complicated when people claim they can directly experience the spiritual.

either way I'm never going to have a normal life

it's all bad.

>>37555215
and would I even want a normal life?

A normal life in this world is just getting shit on and having your wife and kids grow to have contempt for you.

the thing with girls wanting "confidence" in men is so brutally honest about the nature of our lives, most of us are fundamentally fucked, women love psychopaths and bad boys more then any well adjusted worker drone. Society is basically just falling apart before our eyes but people are in denial for some reason.

>>37555235
another schitzo? how are you coping with anon? i can't keep a job or study, i live on welfare as a not very comfy NEET.

Crush fetish....tfw so desensitised from porn i can only wack it to russians females stomping on crawdads speaking broken english..

Feels bad man

i watched my sister shower a couple times and jacked off, this was when i was 16

>>37555655
is she your step sister? i remember when i was about 6 i tried hiding in a pair of my sister's pants in the hopes that she wouldn't notice, put them on and sit on my face throughout the day.

im a 22 year old male in the sex and degeneracy era and i never even hold hands with a girl

>>37555722
no, shes my biological sister, shes 4 years older than me. I used to use her bra to jack off back when I was ashamed of watching porn, never really imagined her in the bra though, just holding a bra got me turned on.

>>37555643
did you have a scat fetish before turning to crush?

>>37555172
I used to own a fish and let his bowl get deliberately dirty. I would then proceed to lick the crust/dirt/fishcells off of the sides of the bowl. This gave me a weird boner everytime.

I prefer Jungian functions to MBTI.

>>37555768
yeah....worst thing i jacked off too was this chick taking a shit on a toilet full of grasshoppers...this was 2 hours ago...

>blew yuge load
>look at myself in mirror after
>I just want to fucking die rn

>>37555796
yea i found myself watching crush a little since scat. something about watching girls do bad things turns me on for some reason. yes i hate myself too.

>>37555818
>watching girls do bad things turns me on for some reason

Exactly this my main man. Something about women being in evil and in power makes me hard as a fucking diamond

>>37555172
i like getting drunk and i am becoming bisexual[/spoiler

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I'm hyper-passive aggressive and it kinda scares me sometimes.

When I'm at odds with someone- for instance there was a guy who took a girl I was with at the time- I continually think about them, beating them within an inch of their life. I did fencing and I acted like I wasn't that angry with the guy for taking the girl, and he wanted to have a bout with me, but all I wanted to do was pommel his teeth in. I'm sure he wanted to do the same though, I feel like it's normal but at the same time I don't know if the feeling of excitement is normal, like it isn't anger- it's almost like a state of arousal when I think of doing those things.

There was an incident when I was a kid where a bully ruined a snowman that I wanted to show my friend at a New Years party. I took an ice scraper out of my mom's car and I beat the fat fuck bloody on the ice with it. I hit him in the nose and he slipped on the icy driveway, I remember all the blood and that it took his wailing to get the adults at the party to come outside and see what was happening. I still think about how warm his blood was on my face, and when I got my wisdom teeth out the taste of iron was strangely nostalgic.

I'm probably not the only one here with that sort of thing. Shoot it's probably most people- all I know is that there's a guy who wants to fuck me up when I didn't do anything wrong- just rubbed him the wrong way. I almost want to seek him out just so I can take satisfaction in beating and scarring him irreparably.

I'm schizophrenic and I'm being hunted and manipulated by the shadow people.

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I sucked my 18 yo sister's nipples while she was asleep.
I was 13

>>37555172
I've done a lot of fucked up shit I'm not really even sure I'm legally allowed to mention on here. I don't want to be the next MadThad.

Also I have a lot of weird fetishes.

>>37555172
I entirely lack empathy.

I'm gonna pretend this is a fetish thread and describe this fantasy I have.

I wish I were able to kidnap men from all over the world, men of any age, any social or economic position and forcefully turn them into trannies. I would record all the details of the process and release the details along with a video of me personally sodomizing and ridiculing each and everyone of them. Afterwards, I'd release them back to their previous environment.

Thanks for reading, pardon me while I go jerk off now..:)

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Sissy hypno fetish - for 5-7 years, fuck since high school freshman year, fuck.

>>37555172
I cant be around people and I cant have a relationship I burn too many bridges.
I get off more on fucking hookers then dealing with "normal" women.
And I still cant make friends with my home town friends...Some times I laugh and cry or cry and laugh...
Also big into drugs but its weaking now.

>>37555843
>>37555818
>>37555768
>>37555643

Let's share some videos bros

>http://poopeegirls.com/v-2502-lesbian-scat-porn-video.html

i'm obsessed with jeffrey dahmer. i've been reading and researching about him compulsively. thinking about different situations in his life is occupying my thoughts most of my waking moments. i fantasize about being able to save him in different situations. i'm aware it's quite narcissistic to think that. i don't know why i have this. i'm not an angry or murderous person or an edgelord. it's quite depressing to realize that maybe subconsciously i want to die and would let someone cute kill me just to be with them momentarily.

>>37557491
As a tranny this makes me feel uncomfortable but its also weirdly hot for some reason

>>37555172

I just jerked off at work. Building is empty this early in the morning

>>37555172
I would assume my complete inability to take the lead or be in control in a relationship.

>>37555172
Sauce?

originiali commento

>>37557858
Wat do u do for work? After jacking it of course

>>37557795
Maybe you're into mindbreak like me. Post a pic of yourself if you like - it doesn't have to be the face..:)

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>>37556393
>I'm hyper-passive aggressive
>I beat the fat fuck bloody
I don't think you know what PASSIVE aggressive means

also, pic related

Lezdom is underrated imo

>>37557515
I really enjoy some of those on pornhub, though some of the voices doing the hypno is too distracting

My roommmate's dog is a fucking retard

This happened last week
>getting my hair cut in kitchen by roommate (gettin that fade lookin fresh)
>dog is eating every clump of hair that falls to the floor, despite constantly shooing him away
>eventually eats so much hair he pukes
>starts eating the vomit, we shoo him away to clean the puke
>eats more hair while we're distracted with his hair puke
pic related

What's some stupid shit yall have seen/done?

>>37558382
my brother put his phone in the microwave to charge it.

>>37558382
My dog used to eat my hair while it was being cut. My sister's current dog does that to her hair as well. What the fuck is up with that?

When I need money I login to gay dating sites and hit on older men.
I am in a good shape and have a good body and pretty cock, I send them pics and videos and they get so much horny and they want to meet me.
Then I tell them that I can't because I have some some economic issues, ( car broke ), and they offer to help me. So I give them my paypal and they send me money.

The thing is, I am such a piece of shit, that a few times after getting money I completely vanish, I don't reply to messages, and I block them or delete my profile altogether.

The majority of times I do hookup, because well, I'm gay and I kinda like older men and fucking a juicy hairy chubby manly bottom is hot. I never give anyone my mobile number or bring anyone home, always at motels or at their place.

Some of those guys really get into me, and want to meet again, or know me better etc. But I'm piece of shit with no consciousness so I either tell them it's just for sex, or I disappear.

>tl;dr. I'm a male hooker, and I 'm dead inside :-)

When i was younger i used to sniff and lick my step sisters used panties while she was out, after she showered i took her fresh panties from the laundry to my room where i sniffed and licked them while masturbating, i would also rub them on my dick while doing it.
Other times i went to her room in the middle of the night and came in her clean panties that she was gonna wear when she woke up.
Sometimes when she got out of the shower i took pictures of her through the keyhole with my phone, i still have the pics and i regularly masturbate to them.

I was 16 at the time, i'm 22 now, she is 25 now. Thankfully she doesn't know about any of this.

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Am chubby neet isolationist schizo lolicon with a persecution complex and love hate relationship with god. who irl is a "nice" guy since I believe being nice to others should be the standard even though I hate the human condition itself.

When I was in prison I would count the days. Ive been out for 3+ years but Im still counting

>>37555172
I might have been poisoned but I let time tell. No cure anyway, and a fairily slowly progressive death (ALS). I don't enjoy life that often anyway.

>>37555172
>What's the most fucked up thing about you?
Shy and a self defeating mindset.

See a girl smile?
I am already done thinking about 10 ways she could reject me before I can even consider smiling back.

>>37556501
protip: there's no way you were that stealthy at that age, she was awake

>>37559499
female pedo? how does that work?

>>37560114
this. she was probably just too shocked to say anything.

>>37555172
My deep and paralyzing fear of living life, causing me to never venture outside of my comfort zone. Oh, and my serious addiction to alcohol and prescription sedatives.

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>>37555172
fingered my girlfriend in front of her mum

>>37561219
based on the girls, would you wager her mom has a nice butthole?

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Im pretending to be a girl for a dude through chat. I dont scam or anything. He always talking with me of his life and shit. I just like the atention, no homo btw.
sometimes I dont even know who I am anymore because of this. 1 year and counting.

>>37555172
i once held hands with an actual girl
not girl(male) but a roastie

>>37561049
Is that a rhetorical question?
Likely it means she's into little boys.
Sadly it's more common than people like to admit, though society at large doesn't care because boys don't actually count as people, so they can't be raped by a woman. But society will have no problem shitting on said kids when they grow up to be unstable or genuinely fucked up, because they're guys, and anything bad that happens to a guy during their childhood is 100% their fault and no one else's, especially if it was perpetuated by a woman or a girl.

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>>37555172
i watch isis execution videos and actually have fun watching them. i dunno where they got their hd 120 fps cameras but that shit is lit, yo.

>>37562153
>capitalist regime pigboy comes into our glorious country with nationalist espionage equipment intent on showing only bad side of things
>kill pigboy and videotaping using newly acquire equipment now converted to wonderous cause of spreading message of peace and love that is islam

I eat my period blood, my scabs, puss from pimples, vaginal discharge, boogers and dead skin from my feet

>>37562293
i'm not saying they're good. it's just that you can't see stuff like that anywhere else. quite frankly i'm sick of those animals but it's fun watching them kill each other.

i never actually knew a person's head would explode when shot with shotgun but there was a vid where they shot one guy with a slug and another with birdshot, i think.

>>37562820
I wasn't saying it merely propagandizing their equipment acquirement process. I'd have to find the damn article again but a lot of their shit if its not coming in through outside branches is simply stolen from hostage victims, those reporter types that carry all their gear on them to show the outside world "what its really like".

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>>37562731
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was too low in content (0.00% content).sdfdsfg lalala penis

I eat my own pubes and butt hair on a daily basis.
I don't know why and I can't stop.

>>37556424
have you tried manipulating them back?

I'm too greedy to pay for porn so I just look up my fetish on c4s and masturbate to video descriptions and teasers

I stalked and threatened (attempted) to rape my best friend in middle school. I still stalk him and collect photos to this day.

>>37555172
I feel nothing and I am really selfish.

>>37555172
I've been slightly into necro bestiality lately.

>>37564229
Both at the same time? Where do you even watch stuff like that

>>37555172
Op's pic is my fetish. If you think your fetish is weird, just think, you could be a scatfag.

>>37564254
Yes, but I felt some a moderate amount of remorse after cumming so threes hope for me.

>>37565178
If it's 2d then you're fine in muh book.