Hey /r9k/, and I becoming gay? Women start to disgust me. When I see tits and ass, my eyes immediately avert themselves in disgust. Porn is starting to become disgusting too. (Keep in mind I always though gay porn was gross.) Yet, at the same time, I began to admire men with aesthetically pleasing bodies, and I want to be /fit/ myself. Whenever I see a strong man with nice looks, and can't help but stare in awe and admiration. It's not a sexual feeling, but I am not sure if it will stay that way. What can I do to fix myself, robots?
Dont fall for the gay meme.
My friends sort of found out somehow and now im ostracized.
Its a fucking meme, faggot.
>>37550657
Stop masturbating to porn and make yourself desirable to good women. And get therapy/smoke weed/ drop acid and get a better sense of your place in the universe.
Nothing wrong with admiring a man with top gainz. Be like the man you admire and one day you too will be admired the same.
READ THE STICKY >>>/fit/
>>37550700
I stopped masturbating to porn a while ago. Did you read the OP? also:
>stop masturbating to porn, it's bad for you!
>instead, start doing drugs!
I got therapy for my depression and anxiety and long time ago, and the only thing it did was contribute to my robotism in the long run.
>>37550790
Masturbation is good for you, but for some it can condition the brain to only respond to certain stimuli (like how bdsm centered porn has made it impossible for me to cum unless the girl lets me tie her up or if she calls me sir or daddy). And don't knock LSD until you try it. My last trip helped me to stop smoking weed and drinking everyday. Instead of using those drugs to numb myself I use them sparingly to spice up social interaction. When you realize that we're all one single entity it makes it easier to accept the faults in other people. This isn't to say I trust everyone (the only people I trust are my girlfriend and immediate family members) but it's been easier to approach everyone I meet with an open mind and open heart.
>>37550902
How do I get a hard on when I don't find anything sexually attractive anymore? Also, I'm not gonna fall for that hippie-drug bullshit, it's not worth the risk in a town where cops are relentless to drug users. Some normies got beat the shit out of for smoking weed in the bathroom of a restaurant. My parents would probably beat the shit out of me if they found out I had any drugs before calling the police.
>>37550980
Do you take ((antidepressants)?orignales
>>37551579
Used to. Quit because I figured feeling angry and depressed all the time was a better alternative to feeling apathetic and bored all the time. At least my anger can motivate me.