Have you met your kind of girl or is she non existent in real life?
I did but I spooked her off by being obsessive
>>37543971
Idk what I want senpai, but afaik I haven't met her.
>>37543971
Only online. both of them lived far away and eventually cut contact or ghosted me.
>>37543971
I have but I found out that type of girl is uninteresting and kinda boring
You know what's funny? I'm only into impossible girls, the fucking attraction is the impossibility of the whole thing for some reason, I know it won't work, I know we don't go together, but for some goddamn reason I HAVE to have her
So yeah, have I met my kind of girl? Yes, is it the most retarded kind I could go for? Fuck yes
Guess I could say so, last one made me realise a fair bit about what I look for and appreceate in a significant other, but I've lost feelings for her nontheless, having gotten to know her more, so I'll keep searching, just don't know how or where anymore..
>>37544053
happened to me. One has high expectations but at the end we are just humans.
>>37543971
>>37544053
>be 5 months ago
>khv, never had a gf, never even orbited anyone
>idolize edgy short haired skinny white girls who act independent, browse /r9k/but don't like anime and aren't "cute"
>extremely codependent thicc asian weeaboo fembot with a loli voice messages me
>talk to her and realize submissive and childish gfs are true patrician taste
>also develop an attraction to thicc girls
>mostly stop being attracted to short haired girls
I don't know if it's just because she's the first person to want to be my gf but "my kind of girl" is now almost the exact opposite of what it used to be.
>>37543971
A virgin who would care about me and look over all my flaws and never leave me? Haha. Nice one OP
Pic related. I don't think they exist IRL.
>lewd, virgin, depressed, introverted, into nerd stuff, clingy, supportive, tolerant, empathetic
Can't be done. I mean I've met some who hit most of that except maybe 2-3, but all can't be done.
>>37543971
To be honest, I don't have any kind of girl and I am totally devoid of romantic feeling toward them.
I don't even see myself having any kind of relationship with them since most couple in this day and age end up in divorce or having some marital dispute. I once felt great resentment about this, Though I become accustomed to this void and I came to the realization that it might not be such a big deal after all. Of course it count as a part of life, though there is more to life than this. And this is what people usually forget about. It might not even be important and people just over exaggerate it to make it seem that it is such a big deal but it is not. The thing is really about being conformable living by yourself that you don't need to always be surrounded by people.
Anyway, love has become something so inaccessible and unreal that I gave up on it. For the moment, all I care about is to enjoy life and be content that my basic needs are met. If people shame anyone for not having a significant other. Notice the fact that these people are as much insecure of dying alone as you are and they cannot accept such reality so all they can do is project their own insecurity unto you to feel better about themselves.
>>37545436
go for it, anon. so ugly they'd have no other choice than to settle with you
>>37545467
I honestly would if she was as shy, sweet, and loving as Hanako, and genuinely wanted to be with me.